Given up on

Chapter one

"No! Wait, let me say goodbye to my sister! No! I've changed my mind, I don't wanna do this! Aaaaaahhhhhhhhh!"

Jaya's screams was deafening but who could blame her? She just lost her 5 senses.
Scientist in a top secret lab in Russia had come up with a theory that if a human was to lose all 5 senses they could connect with god himself.

All night jaya blabbered on with nonsense, like she was having a conversation with someone, but that was impossible!

She could not see, hear, feel, taste or smell. But then I realised she was talking to people who had passed away manny years ago, not everyone in the lab believed it until she started to say things only her parents would know. 

When I walked into the lab the second day she was on the ground kicking and screaming "leave me alone, get out of my head!" I felt horrible for making a young girl go through this. It was almost as if she was connecting with something evil, but the scientists believed there was still a chance of connecting with god.

By the third day jaya was a mess, she  had pulled out most of her hair and was covered in blood from clawing at her skin, trying to feel something "someone kill me! Please! I can't Handel this anymore" she screamed while dragging her pointed nails down her face while blood came pouring out. We had to send security guards into the small room to tie her down so she would be safe.

The forth day I walked into the lab, I could not hear any screaming. I ran into her small room thinking she would be dead but only to see her mumbling something under her breath, I could not understand what she was saying.

She slowly got louder and louder. I started to understand her "god has given up on us, god has given up on us, god has given up on us" each one louder than the first. I looked around at everyone with a tear streaming down my face, I did not know if I could live knowing this.

The next day I didn't even go to the lab, I was not motivated to do anything, my mind was filled with questions that had no answer.

I'm meant to get up in front of nearly the whole world and say "god has given up on us" I just can't Handel this, how is a person meant to survive being under so much pressure. Who knows what will happen to this world and what will become of us? There is no one to look up too, no one to pray to, no one to help us, how can that leave any hope for us?

I'm laying on my lounge just staring at the box of tablets, Iv decided I'm going to do it, I reach my arm out to pick the small box up, my phone lights up, I pick it up instead and with a smile from ear to ear I read "professor we need you here now! We have just created a way to get into Jaya's thoughts and communicate with her" I leap of the lounge faster than anyone else ever will to get my lab coat, and race to work in my white mini van.

I'm now on my way to work trying to keep to the speed limit but I just can't, I need to get to work. By the time I get there it's 7:30 am! I'm starving but I've got no time for food, I need to talk to jaya. I sprint into the lab with my Lab coat over my elmo pjs.

I'm told to walk into a small room and sit on the chair, they slowly lower what looks like a giant helmet on to me. I close my eyes, take a deep breath and say "hello....can you hear me" i say in a gentle voice. I sit in the chair and wait for a reply, but I get no answer.

I reach up and lift the helmet off and walk into her tiny room, surprisingly she's not moving at all for the first time in 5 days. I put my hand on her head and brush the remaining hair out off her face. She feel cold, I begin to wonder if she is even alive. I grab her wrist and feel for a pulse but there is nothing.

Jaya is now dead and it's all my fault, my stupid experiment did nothing good for us. I now have to tell the world today, and say God has give up on us. I've decided I can't do it, I walk over to the phone with tears running down my face to ring someone higher up than me.