Fun Life

Part one: Unexpected change

Hey guys, my name is Yaa and as I'm speaking I'm walking bear foot, coming from my bestie's house( we had this dope party last night) ,and girlll shit was lit. And my feet are so killing me rn. And where are my shoes!
But we have wayy worse things to worry about , like the fact that I wasn't allowed to go to the party?
No, let me not say I wasn't allowed, let's just say I didn't actually ask ?? But they probably haven't noticed right??
God exists, so everything will be okay right??

"WRONG!" my mom shouts as she list all the things I've done wrong through out my life in 15 seconds." Gone to a bar(wrong), befriended stripers(wrong), got me fired FOUR TIMES(wrong), got expelled 12 times(wrong), and therefore made us move four times( wayyy wrong), burned down a school cafeteria(wrong), and now your sleeping out? Are you crazy? (IS THERE SOMETHING WRONG WITH YOU?) what's next? Jail? Please do in lighten us!
Ray please talk to your daughter because I can't handle her anymore."

"Don't say it like she's the worse person to ever exist Jane. This is probably the reason why she didn't tell us, because you can never understand anyone but your self!" Dad says with a disgusted look.
"So technically you're saying it's my fault she's a mess??" she asks with a challenging look. " Yes! Because you were never a good mother to her, you weren't even there to raise her when she was a baby. You left her with me when she was just a month remember? then you came back when you had less important things to do. "Ray how many times do I have to say that I regret everything I did? Do you always have to bring up old wounds?" She says with a hurt look.

"No I don't, I only have a problem because you want her to be this good girl, with great values that you never installed. Why don't you start by being and good mother first, before judging everybody else? and she's not a mess, she's my perfect beautiful daughter." Dad shouted.
My mom looked at dad annoyed. This is the first time dad didn't ignore mom's bullshit. SHIT. I felt like I was in a movie.

"Should I list all the things you did wrong??"
He continued.

"You wanted to abort her (wrong), you left her(wrong), you cheated on me(wrong), you make sure she knows that she's your biggest mistake every fucking day(wrong), you said she's sleeping out?? You're sleeping around with anyone that can buy you a drink for the night(wrong)!! At least she's a disappointment, you're disgrace. If you had any shame left in you, you'd leave. We both know there's nothing left of us."dad says blankly and heads to the chicken.

She looked away and walked in her room. But I could clearly tell she was crying. She must really be hurt, that was too harsh even for her.
W

ow I can't believe I just ended my parents marriage.

I walked to Dad. "Dad is this really what you want?" I asked plainly.
"No! But she's never gonna give us her all, you only appreciate what you've got when it's gone right?" "Right" I repeat after him." But that was too harsh though, even for her" I said while putting his hand onto mine. " She had to hear it one day"
"And please don't go out without telling me like that again okay, I was really worried?" He says sweetly tucking my hair behind my ear." OK" I nod, and go to my room.

"It's not your fault girl" Maria says on the line. She's my best friend, sister everything in between. I've know her my hole life, our moms are frienemies, she's practically the only friend I remember having. She had partially dyed her hair gray, brown eyes, black complexion, and puffy black and pink lips,she is totally and utterly gorgeous. She tied her hair up in a messy bun, that came undone as she took what was probably her her forth sip of vodka."You know you shouldn't be drinking this early especially while still being hangover right?" I ask with a worried look. " I'll drink til' my last breath" she says with a small chuckle, sometimes I wonder why I even try. I here her giggle, and I instantly divert my attention back to my phone. There's a guy tracing kisses along her neck. " Seriously Riah??" She chuckles again " What?? What's the harm in a little fun? " I roll my eyes in frustration." I think you should call me back" she says with a little smirk. "Of course you do" I say sarcastically, and end the call, and curl in my heaven of a bed, drowning in my self hatred