Dirty secrets

Chapter 1

"Oh god Chris" I moan "it's Christian Andriana you know that" I chuckle at Christian's remark It's funny seeing him get pissed when I say his name wrong.

"I'm gonna cum Christian" I scream. "Cum for me baby" Christian whispers in my ear. Christian and I both cum and he rolls over next to me.

I turn to my side facing him. Christian and I have known each other since I was eight, and he's been my best friend since. Recently, Christian and I have been fuck buddies, and my feelings for him have grown.  Christian puts his pants on and goes to my fridge, I just got my first studio apartment for college and I love it. I get up and put my bra and panties on "hey can we talk?" I asked putting on a pair of shorts. "yeah, I  that was the reason I came here too." Christian chuckles opening his beer and walking to me. I take a deep breath and look him in the eyes. "I don't want us to just be friends... Christian, I like you." I felt a bit relieved now that I'd said it out loud, Christian does say anything though he just stares at me. I turn around to put my shirt on "look you don't have- I'm cut off by the sound of my door closing, I put my shirt on to see that Christian has left. 

Next day...

I called Christian's phone 5 times and went to his apartment and no answer. He could have said that he didn't like me. 

my thoughts are interrupted when my best friend Alex hands me a martini " you ok Andriana? you zoned out."  I took a sip of my drink "Ya sorry this song just reminded me of someone." Alex leans on me and chuckles. "It was Christian wasn't it?" I hate when she knows me too well, I stand up straight and look her in the eyes " I am over Christian it's been 6 years." she puts her drink down and grabs my shoulders "then why is he on your mind, come on you're a different person now, drop him and let's go dance"  Alex dances off to the dance floor and I take one last drink of my Martini. I've known Alex since high school she is my best friend and has always been there for me, especially when the whole Christian thing happened, but she's right though I did change I lost a lot of weight, back then I was curvy, an hourglass figure just thicker I loved my body it was beautiful, but everything about it from my hair to my curves reminded me of Christian, he loved the way I looked, at least that's what he told me in bed. But now my body is smaller still curvy but my thighs got smaller and my waist has shrunk in size. I focused on school, and the gym, anytime I thought about Christian I would go hit the punching bag at the gym, I practically lived there for the number of times I was there. I got my real estate license two years ago, and I am now a successful realtor who just sold her first-ever 2.5-million-dollar mansions today. Although it was kinda weird, the guy that wanted it was never there, he had his assistant do all the work, and when we finalized everything. I had gotten sick and couldn't meet the new owner. My boss had to finish the papers for me.

I dance with Alex letting the alcohol take over and enjoy the music. Alex leans into me "Seems like someone has an eye candy for you." she points to the man sitting at the VIP lounge drinking his cup, he has tattoos all over his arms, his shirt looks tight from his muscles and his hair looks long enough to put it in a bun.  I look at her and shrug my shoulders, " if he wants me he'll come and get me." That's also something that's changed about me I no longer chase anyone, if someone wants me they will have to work for it.

The music changes and one of my favorite songs "Friends" by chase Atlantic comes on, I sway my body to the music when I feel a hand grab my waist, I smell his cologne and a hint of whiskey I turn around and come face to the guy from the lounge. He leans into me "You're a tease you know that." I chuckle "I'm a lot of things." I state wrapping my arms around his neck. He brings my body closer to him and we dance to the song.

"Why don't we take this somewhere else." he whispers, his mouth on my ear, and starts to kiss my neck. " let me tell my friend I'm leaving." I walk away from him to find Alex getting her face swallowed by some guy, he looked familiar. I giggle walking toward her and tapping her shoulder "hello there, you remember the guy you pointed to me, well I'm going to take him to my place." I yell to her "ok, keep your location on." she states going back to kiss him. I walk to the bar where he is and head out the doors. "Should I call an uber or get a taxi?" I ask grabbing my phone. "I have my car." he starts walking to the back and I follow along "you've been drinking, you shouldn't be driving." I jog to try and catch up to him, he's at least 6'3. "I've had one drink we'll be fine." we reach his car and he opens the passenger side.