Open when letters

Open when you first get this =)

Hey love, 

First and foremost happy birthday you idiot, I miss you loads and I know we have our up and downs and I know I might not physically be there with you sooo I wanted you to have these. I tried getting them to you in person but it was to expensive and I really apologize for that =(. Either way I love you soo much and now here is WRITTEN PROOF OF THAT 

I know this seems really cheesy but I know you love cheese (its your fav food) but I know there are things you haven't told me that are bothering you, and I know you don't like to trouble me (even though it isnt one -_______- but ik how your idiot mind works) soo I hope these letters help and give you comfort in your time of need and help you win the battles you dont tell me about =) but there are few rules and you better follow them 

1) Open the letters when you really need it, Ik you tempted to read everything but don't. You can open the same letters as many times as you need it 

2) Tell me when you opened them if you want, il keep adding new letters goto keep you on your toes after all :p 

3) Take a physical printout of whichever letter you need, just so you always have my words with you whenever you need them 

4) You better cry out of happiness Shrek face now stop sobbing and go enjoy your birthday