Lalisa Love Me (HunLisa Fanfiction)

23: CLUMSY

23: CLUMSY
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L I S A

My head is throbbing when I woke up the next morning.

Hangover.. ugh!

It didn't help that I forgot that I have to help Jennie Unnie in preparing her surprise for Kai for their first  monthsary today!

Both Rosé and Jisoo Unnie were excited, I still can't believe that Jisoo Unnie is dating Suho all this time? Jennie Unnie looks excited and nervous at the same time because it's her first time doing this, all of us are supportive.

"You made this Unnie! I'm so proud!" Rosé hugged Jennie Unnie.

"Congrats Jendukieee~" Jisoo Unnie has a proud smile on her face as she fixed a heart shaped balloon. "You need to be very creative in every monthsary, you'll more monthsary to come and anniversaries too!"

"Yeah, yeah! I hope you guys will continue on helping me!" Jennie Unnie giggle.

A sad smile plastered on my mouth as I put the heart shaped decorations on the wall of the restaurant that Jennie Unnie rented.

I never done this to Sehun.

I wished I was more expressive. I wish I could've hugged him tighter, kiss him more, and I should've told him of how much I love him everyday. All those things.. Sehun has done all those things to me.

I wish I did reciprocate his feelings and gave him as much effort as he gave me. But I know I didn't.

I hate myself for always holding back when it comes to our relationship before. I was always scared that it would end too soon. I put it in my mind that what we have maybe fun but it's only temporary. We couldn't last. Because we are both idols. Chained by our dreams. We can't be..

To the point that I didn't get to enjoy it.

I have a lot of lingering wonders.. if only we did this, if only we were more like this.. if only I was this and that..

"Goodluck Unnie! Happy Monthsary to you and Kai!" I hugged Jennie Unnie before I left with Rosé and Jisoo Unnie.

I hope the two of them would be strong enough to stay with each other. I hope Kai would never break Jennie Unnie's heart. I hope.. at least, them to be happy together.

There were fans who are against them but there were also a lot who ships them and is happy for them being together. I hope Jennie Unnie and Kai would stay strong and be together no matter what.

That's what I am thinking all day.

I didn't even thought about the consequence of it. And that is...

"I thought your monthsary is yesterday?" Jisoo Unnie asked Kai.

Jennie Unnie didn't sleep here in our dorm last night. We assumed she spend the night with Kai. She went home early and is now sleeping inside her room. Then Kai went here to asked us for help to surprise Jennie Unnie.

Kai chuckled as he scratched the back of his head. "Today is our real monthsary. It's uh.. really today."

My brows furrowed, confused.

"Well, it's okay!" Chaeyoung cheered. "We will help you! what can we do?" She asked enthusiastically.

I saw Jisoo Unnie smiled and nodded, I nodded as well.

"Great!" Kai clapped his hand and went to open the door. "I have a bit of props here but don't worry.. I uhh.. asked my bro here to help us."

Bro? Who?

My ears perked up and for some reason, I have an uneasy fleeting feeling on my stomach.

"Sehun!" Rosé gasped.