Never-lasting Misery

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Thank you to GamesDevastator for helping me come up with the title!

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I found myself buried under mountains of worry
Caged by expectations and melancholy
Lost in a dark room laden with spikes
Until came to me a guide, a book with directions
The pages glistening, gleaming, almost blinding
It lit my path and led me through
And didn't dim down until I was free
And so began my curiosity

What mystical land did it come from?
What other secrets did it hold?
I ran my finger across each line
The pages interesting, enchanting, almost addicting
As it drew me closer with each sentence
I held it tighter with every word
And it started to get fun

Wedged among the sheets, I found a quill
Picked it up and placed it in my hair
Often, the wind would make it fly
And flutter on my skin until it tickled
I laughed and placed it back, no bobby pins
For I found pleasure in this gentle annoyance
And never wanted it to stop
The pages delightful, entertaining, almost absurd
And then came the time we were truly heard

For the next chapters were sorrowful
Clauses of a painful past
I realized that although I held the book open
This was the time it truly opened up to me
The words felt like thorns to the touch
The pages cracking, crumbling, almost coming off
Unbearable, I almost ordered it to stop

Come what may, I grabbed my pen and took notes
Circled every button I swore not to push
It was only happenstance that I came across blank pages
it was only chance that I wrote down my own misfortunes
But it was luxury when the book counteracted
Replaced my misery with joy
Fear with hope
Frowns with smiles
The pages comforting, peaceful, almost ensnaring
Clarity of love and care in each typed letter

One day, as I sat on the sheets reading
Some force of wind dared to separate us
I grabbed it mid air and held it tight
And hugged it close to my hammering heart
With shaky breaths and teardrops on its rims.
The pages too were terrified, furious, almost hopeless.

My list of loss contains friends, health, and identity of self
Toppling towers in the process of being rebuilt
But losing this book would send them all crashing down
Burn them to ashes and mix with the ground
Hence, we'd give our all just to keep this alive

Texts, so simple they can be
Words, so humble
And yet they possess capabilities
To touch hearts and souls
To tell jokes and teach lessons
And to engrave themselves
Into every aspect of our tumultuous lives
Guiding, loving, and carrying us
Through and through

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