that street racer// billie eilish

chapter 33

i've been resurrected... anyway here's what y'all bin waiting for, my fault fr fr

billie's pov:
i'm suddenly awakened by my alarm going off, feeling blair slightly shift under me. i crack one eye open, realizing im still laying on top of her. i quickly turn off the alarm, looking back at a peaceful sleeping blair, listening to her even breathes. my index finger trace her jawline, replaying everything that happened yesterday. 
"love, it's time to get up" i softly kiss her neck.
"hmm?" she groans, her grip on my waist tightening.
"we need to pack up and get on the bus" i explain.
"a few more minutes" she mumbles.
"we can spend those few minutes in the shower" i suggest, her eyes immediately fluttering open. a smirk grows on my face as i pull away from her grasp, running to the bathroom.
"damn that ass is fine" she whistles, a giggle escaping my lips. i turn the shower on, letting it warm up as i brush my teeth when the bathroom door slowly opens. i spit out the excess soap, feeling warm arms wrap around my waist, blair resting her head on my back.
"good morningg" she kisses my naked back.
"good morningg sleepy" i stand straight, turning around to face her.
"how'd you sleep?" she smiles, kissing my shoulder, before reaching for her toothbrush.
"better than i have been" i answer truthfully, getting in the shower.
"that's good baby, i'm glad to hear that cuz i definitely missed your ass" her voice comes out muffled since she's in the middle of brushing her teeth. she plays music, so high by doja cat playing. i squeeze some shampoo on my hand, lathering it before applying it to my hair. a cool breeze hits my back, before feeling blair begin to massage my scalp.
"let me do this for you" she whispers.
"i can definitely get used to this" i attempt to suppress a goofy smile, her fingers working her magic. we quickly finish up our shower with a bit of kissing in between before hopping out and getting dressed.
i grab my phone from the nightstand, noticing i have some unread messages.
(123)-420-6969: hi billie! not sure if blair has told you what's going on btwn us or u found out through social media but i hope you understand...there's just something about your first love am i right?
maybe riley: oh, this is riley btw ☺️
"what's up?" blair questions, her eyebrow raising.
"a random number texted me" i answer, sitting on the bed.
"that's kinda vague babe, what does it say?" she chuckles, sliding her pants on. i hand her my phone, watching her nose twitch as she reads the messages.
"she's such a bitch" she sighs, handing my phone back. "i'm sorry babe."
"don't apologize, it is not your fault. how did she even get my number?" i ask, instantly blocking her.
"probably from my phone the night of the party. we gotta change our numbers like asap. i just wanna move on from all this bullshit" she sighs, sitting down next to me.
"we will, i promise" i smile, rubbing her knee when there's a soft knock at the door.
"billie! blair! are you up? the bus is here" i hear my moms voice.
"come on baby" i connect our lips for a quick but passionate kiss before pulling away.
"i'll pack what's left" she smiles, as i go for the door.
"morning hunny! morning blair!" my mom smiles.
"morning mom, we're coming down" i smile.
"morning maggie" blair shouts, while zipping the suitcase shut.
"do you two need help with your luggage? i can get your dad to help" my mom offers.
"i think i got it, thanks tho" blair comes up from behind me, with both of our suitcases.
"i have one more in the closet" i admit, pulling it out of the closet.
"what's in there?" her eyes widened.
"just my shoes" i sheepishly smile.
"a suitcase full of your shoes... why am i not surprised" she chuckles. "yeah maggie, i'll take you up on that offer" blair chuckles.
time skip
"ha, let's go that's 3-0" blair shouts, slightly shifting between my legs. "who's next!?"
"i'm done! babee, blair is definitely cheating" finneas complains, walking to the other side of the bus where claudia is at.
"whaaa, i would never" she sarcastically gasp, turning over so she's laying on her stomach looking up at me.
"what, weirdo" i chuckle, when she's just staring at me.
"lets cuddle" she smiles, massaging my stomach.
"what's this about blair cheating on a game?" claudia walks in.
"yo finneas just sucks major butt at mario kart, simple" blair chuckles.
"anywayy, how far are we?" i change the subject, running my hands through blair's soft hair.
"about an hour" claudia answers, sitting down across from us.
"that feels soo good" blair closes her eyes, a huge smile plastered on her face.
"get a room" finneas teases.
"claud get your mans" blair fires back.
"that's not a bad idea, cmon let's go take a nap" i tap blair, signaling for her to get up.
"fine by me" she gets up, helping me up. she holds my hand as she walks ahead to the bunks. i close the door as she opens the curtain to the top bunk.
"after you m'lady" blair jokes with an accent, bending down. i chuckle, climbing on top, scooting over to make room for blair. she climbs on top, spooning me, her legs entangling with mines.
"this is nice" she inhales, releasing a content sigh.
"it is" i smile, biting my lip intertwining our hands that's resting on my stomach. "can i ask you something?" i break the silence.
"you already did mama" i feel her smirk. i turn around placing my hands on her shoulder, her hands instantly cupping my butt.
"can we go live" i ask, rubbing her cheek.
"i thought we was gonna take a nap" she pouts.
"i knoww and we still can but i just want everyone to know that we're good so they can stop hating on you. i can't perform knowing all the things you're going through" i admit.
"awww babyy! to be honest it doesn't bug me now that i know you believe me but if it'll make you feel better then let's do it" she smiles, giving my waist a light squeeze. "can i get a kiss first?" a huge smile spreads across her face.
"if that's all it takes" i chuckle. i pull her face in, touching my nose with hers, a cute smile forming on her face before closing the little space left. she sneaks her cold hand under my shirt, sending shivers down my spine. she catches me by surprise, slipping her tongue in my mouth, a small sigh escaping my lips. my leg stretches across her waist, pulling her closer than she already is, as our tongues fight for dominance. she circles her finger around my belly button, making contact with my piercing.
she lets me win, pulling away from the kiss whispering in my ear, "have i told you this piercing looks so fucking good on you?" she asks, nibbling on my earlobe.
"mmmm i don't know about this blair" i bite my lip, my panties already soaked.
"okayy mama, then let's go live" she smiles, kissing my neck. i do my best to roll over in the tiny bunk, blair spooning me, her hands clasped around my stomach. i pull out my phone, doing my best to ignore the flips and turns in my stomach.
(smut warning)
"fuck it" i mutter, grabbing one of blair's hand, guiding it under my pants.
"you sure?" she asks, her hand hovering over my crotch.
"you got me worked up, yes i'm sure" i answer.
"oh, trust me i can tell" she chuckles, pressing down on me teasingly.
"stop teasing me baby" i sigh. she slips her finger through the side of my thong, her index finger going up and down my folds.
"i like to see you be so needy for mee" she huskily whispers in my ear, making contact with my clit.
"fuck" i moan, being turned on even more. she waste no time inserting her index finger inside of me, her thumb moving in a circular motion.
"as much as you're music to my ears, we gotta keep it down" blair smirks, biting my earlobe, picking up her pace.
"rub your nipples for me mama" she orders. i do as told, placing my free hand on her leg for stability. she then adds another finger, curving them to hit my g-spot.
"oh shit blair!" i bite my lip, squirming against her due to all the stimulation. "i'm almost close."
"tell me how you want it" she encourages, adding another finger.
"i think you know what you're doing" i gasp, my stomach doing flips like im at a circus.
"i want you to release all over my fingers so you can watch me taste you. i'm craving your juices so badd" she whispers, as i feel knots forming in my stomach.
"ohh my godd" i climax, my body slightly shaking. she slows down her movements, letting me ride out my high. she pulls her fingers out leaving me empty. we make eye contact as she brings her fingers up to her mouth, sucking all of my juices from them before popping her cheek.
"mmhmm, sweet like candy" she smiles.
"that's that pineapple, baby" i attempt to catch my breath, making her chuckle. "i love you so much" i smile, squeezing her hand.
"i love you more" she softly kisses the nape of my neck, feeling sleep take over.
we never got to go live...
time skip
"okay before i go into the last song, how is everyone feeling? anyone need water?" billie looks over the crowd, someone bringing a stool for her as the crowd lets out a loud cheer. you can see some of the security guards handing out waters to the people on the floor level.
"damn she is so fucking amazing, she is genuinely so thoughtful of her supporters" i smile, happy as fuck knowing that's my girl up there caring about each individual soul out there in the crowd.
"okay i want to bring someone out on stage who is very very important to me. blair, baby? will you please join us on stage?" billie looks off the stage where i'm standing, leaving me in shock. claudia nudges my side when i freeze, feeling my cheeks instantly heat up.
"yes, i'm talking to you" billie chuckles, walking towards me. when i'm finally able to move my feet, i meet her halfway, taking her hand that is reaching out for mines. she gives my hand a reassuring squeeze, as we make our way to the edge of the stage sitting on the floor with our feet dangling off the ledge.
she looks at me with a goofy smile, "say hi blair."
"what up" i say into her mic, receiving some cheers.
she looks back at finneas, nodding her head, signaling that she's ready. the strings of finneas' guitar fills the entire stadium, cuing billie to start.
"it's not true
tell me i've been lied to
crying isn't likee youu, ooh
what the hell did i do?
never been the type to
let someone see right through, ooh
mmmmhmhm
maybe won't you take it back?
say you were tryna make me laugh
and nothing has to change today
you didn't mean to say, "i love you"
i love you and i don't want to, ooh
up all night on another red-eye
we wish we never learned to fly
maybe we should just try
to tell ourselves a good lie
i didn't mean to make you cry
maybe won't you take it back?
say you were tryna make me laugh
and nothing has to change today
you didn't mean to say, "i love you"
i love you and i want to, ooh"
i look at billie in confusion not knowing if she purposefully switched the lyrics or by accident, receiving a wink from her. even from the reaction of the crowd, you can tell it caught them by surprise as well.
"the smile that you gave me
even when you felt like dying
we fall apart as it gets dark
i'm in your arms in central park
there's nothing you could do or say
i can't escape the way i love you
i want to" billie reaches for my hand, staring into my soul, giving me a nod.
"i love you, ooh" i sing the last line with billie in sync. my heart flutters knowing she changed the last part of the song, a beautiful song that wasn't even dedicated for me in front of what feels like the whole world. i stand up, reaching my hand out for hers.
when she takes it, i immediately wrap my arm around her small waist, resting my head on her shoulder making the crowd lose their shit.
"i can't believe you did that. godd i love you so much it hurts" i gush in her ear, rocking us back and forth. 
"i love you more" she chuckles, wrapping her hands around my neck. i didnt even know it was possible, but that only made the crowd cheer louder.
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i love you
-bri🐢