I tell people the story of us
or at least the one I know of
the one where I am in love with you
and you are in love with someone else
and it always ends with
"but it isn't like we ever dated anyways. I set myself up for failure"
and they always tell me I was too young
and that it probably wasn't love
but what was it
when seeing you made my problems disappear for a moment
when you got too close and my skin caught fire
when I heard your voice and my throat swole with sobs
when I seen you holding their hand, and wanted to break mine off
when I held you while you cried over them, but still held myself together for you
if that isn't love
then what is?

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broken hearts, shattered souls
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