Numb...
Just numb...
Is that bad?
I want to feel something
But even after remembering I just feel
...
Nothing
Not sad
Not angry
Nothing
I just want to feel human
But somehow it feels like I have no empathy left to give
I tried so hard to be happy
To pretend nothing happened
To live a normal life but...
What really came out of that?
Am I really myself... is this really MY body
...
Why when I look in the mirror I don't know what I'm looking at
I'm tired of being an empty body
I
...
Don't have anything else to say
Goodbye for now
I'll see you in the next upload
