''Your affection is my need'' // Fyozai // Yandere Fyodor // BSD

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(Fyodor's POV) 

I didn't find much interest in anyone at school. All of them are plain and dry to me. Even if I did take some sort of liking towards them, they wouldn't understand me anyway. 

I'm a Russian, who was supposed to continue my studies back in Russia, yet, coming from a rich family from there, they wanted me to continue my studies in Japan, and they even paid the school over 10,000 every month just so that they could force me to stay until I finish my studies. What greedy people they are. In fact, the school is in poor condition, so unless they're fixing their school, I wouldn't state them as greedy. Another reason why I'm in Japan in this school called 'Bungou Stray Dogs', or whatever crap name they gave the high school, is because it tends to have the most smartest people, who later become wealthy in their life, and my family wants me to find a person for me to marry, but they didn't think so well. They should've thought about it. Why can't I just be back in Russia? I had way more friends there. They related to me too. And now this place is making me re-think whether being born into a rich family was worth it or not. I'll be real honest, anything but sending me to Japan, specifically Yokohama would have been way better. Now I'm desperate for a man's affection. 

Humans almost never think before they do an action, that's why they always end up messing something up most of the time and become sinners in my eyes. Satan's devilish children. Whereas those who have to suffer and they actually think before they do things, and give their everything to a person they trust have to be turned down and be severely disrespected. Those people are true angels in my eyes. Those who do both confuse me. I'd rather describe them as a fallen angel.