I hum along to the tune of bad blood by Taylor swift as I walk down the gloomy road that meets my feet precisely everyday at 5:00am theirs nothing special about the road; actually the road is incredibly boring wick makes me telling you this pointless by... Ugh I'm getting beside the point.stop rambling may.their we go again the usual voices in my head telling me what to do. My shrink told me to. Control them or imagine them as a person who I can control. so far the only thing I've imagined is that the voices all carry pipes with long beards and big elf shoes. I chuckle to myself at the thought of them walking round with elf shoes.
The answer to your question is yes by the way. yes I'm crazy I even have a certificate to prove it. you're a crazy little girl may no one likes you just me and you against the world. shut up. you thought we would just go that we would just shrivel up but no we're here to stay.
"Shut up" I whisper
Their laughs are evil and deceiving like their about to attack. I hate them the only person I can trust is Harry...and my mum of course but she just needs time to come to terms with me.
I may as well introduce myself I don't want you knowing me as the loony voice girl. I'm May I'm 17 and I have just come out of why I call 'The Madhouse' the bitches call it the 'health and care of the mentally ill'. by the way the bitches are the nurses that work their they used to spit in your food.
"Hey baby" a hand wrapped around my waste and pulled me in closer. he was warm and smelled amazing I turned around and snuggled into him.
"Morning Boo" I smile. this is Harry I've known him my whole lofe and we were best friends he was the first person I told about the voices he helped me. when I told him he looked at me as if I was in danger or innocent and he must protect me. we kissed and we spent the night spooning.
"So you ready to go back yet" he asked taking my hand.
"Ugh no" I moan
"Come on you'll love it" he smiles
"No I won't" I chuckle. everyone's gonna hate you their gonna laugh. their gonna call you a freak "little may" "mad may mad may". the voices chant.
"STOPP...JUST SHUT UP" I break down crying as the voices stop. I bend down and sit on the floor rocking forward and backward with my head in my hands.
"Hey. you need to take your meds ok." Harry sat beside me and kissed me giving me my meds. he comforted me and rang my mum. she picked us up and took is home.i sat in the same position in silence for hours just thinking one thing. will they ever go away?
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Hiya new story a fanfic and very sad at the start but it gets better promise xxx
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Patient Madhound
FanfictionA young girl who recently came out of the 'mad house' suffers from several panic attacks. With the help of boyfriend Harry and mother April she can fight through it. But will she be ready for college? Will the voices ever stop? Will she go back?
