kite runner

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I see him, I see Hassan standing under the pomegranate tree waiving at me , I ran towards him with tear rolling down my checks and hugged him with the intention of never letting him go ever again. I have never felt this much happiness and love in a long time and i didn't want want to let go of it, let go of him. I want to be with him, be with my brother, here forever. I don't know how much time I have here and if I will ever get this chance again therefore without wasting any of our precious time, I told him that I love him so much, more than anything or anybody in this world and how much every hardship he went through was my fault, because I am a coward. And I'm so sorry for everything. He hugged me tight and said " I know, I know it all". I asked him if he could ever forgive me for being such a bad and coward brother and friend to him. He replied with a smile ' For you a thousand times over'.
I don't know if this is a memory or a dream but If this is a memory I want to cherish this moment and hold on to it even after my death, and if this a dream I don't want to wake up ever again ,or just not yet.