Colorfully Love [Series 1 ]

7 Everything like always?

The shocking news last week still let some trace. Daria isn't really acting like she's used to and if I try to talk to her about Joana she isn't having it. What comes to our so named romantic relationship, there is Daria full in. When we are alone she is literally jumping at me. The kissing sessions are wild and that's not something I worry about but the fact that she sometimes forget that I am still a man. Sometimes it's hard to control myself and leave her lips but I know I have to do that. I let her kiss me and drive me crazy but I know why she's doing it and the though behind of the action is the real reason that's what I do not like at all.

Then there is a another problem as well. Daria wants sometimes to come over to my place which is a problem as well since my Friend is there. It's not that I hide her from him but I hide him from her. Jungkook got into some problems after what he needed a difrent place to hide and who came into his mind.... well yes it was obviously my humble self.

I'm totally stressed out and at Daria's questions why we can't go to my place is always something that I would like not to discuss at the moment. We'll I did not lie to her since I can't do that but telling her about Jungkook and why i hide him is not a option as well. I don't want her to do something with that all mess Jungkook got himself into or now me. Even the slightly mistake can lead into something worse.

I do trust Daria it's not like i am not but like I said I preffer her to stay away. Daria tries always to make me talk to her and get dissapointed when I deny the offer by telling not now, I don't know how long I can handle everything around me, but for the moment it's the work and College that I use as my hide place and also as my stress-free zone.

In a few months are vacations and I literally don't know what to do at all or how I will manage through the time when Jungkook will stay at my place for that long time. Of course I will help him and I don't think he's a burden to me but the little problem I have to hide him is because of Daria.

It's Daria who I want to have in save and that's all the reason I'm stressed out. For now I'm again at that position where I can't find escape but feel like I'm falling into the misery I brought myself into. Daria is above me, her lips pressed against mine and our tongues having a fight for dominance.

My whole body is heated up and I feel how much she's turning me on. It's something new to experice since few days now and God knows what that all cost to me not riping her cloths off and get any further.

By switching the positions I try to hide the bulge in my pants. My hands always find their way up on her body from the waist to her breast but I won't let myself go any further I need to fight. Daria suddenly breaks the kiss and breaths hard when she's looking at me. My confusion hits and is followed by the fear I did something wrong. It's so hard in this relation though or is it always like that?

"Jimin? Why don't we go further?" Daria just through the question as if its totally normal but it makes me feel like I'm hit by a truck. "W-What?" I heard her question loud and clear but still I ask as if I didn't. My eyes are about to plop out when I watch her breathless underneath me and to be honest I do like it somehow. Am I a pervert for that?

Daria licks her swollen lips and asks through the panting." I ask if why we don't go a step further." She's shameless. Daria strikes again and just kicks me out off my socks by throwing the same question at me again although I was already about to pleed her not to do that. I am already aroused and God, that is hard not to give in. No matter how much it hurts me still I sit up and leave her on the mattress." Daria, I think it's not the right time to." I rub my temple when I say that to her. I can't talk around the bush and make her belive  that everything is just fine and I don't understand why she's suddenly acting all wild and just turns off her mind.