i firstly want to thank you if you are reading this, i hope you enjoy.
you are so deeply entitled
you keep repeating the same lines over
do you know what it means
or do you just say it to feel better
about your life
your lies
your jealousy
your problems
yourself
- the sorry after betrayal
guilt came for me
I didn't think I needed it
but here I am
locked up once again
can't you leave
- guilt for something you never did
I wonder why it is always me and never her
and then I realized
I am easier to hurt
I am easier to put the blame on
because you do not see me cry when the world is quiet
all the tears I have wasted on your words
you do not see it
so you think it does not affect me
why do you think that I am not trying
when all I ever did was try?
- never enough
when I feel sad
you ignore
when I feel happy
you say I should stop being annoying
when I feel left behind
you say I need to keep up
when I feel exhausted
you say it's just this one thing
when I feel anger
you notice me, you talk, you scream
you finally listened
but now it is all my fault
- parent and kid
you shout
you ignore
you think you are right
you think it is a competition
you don't listen
but I keep begging
listen to me
please?
you are on my mind
I wonder
will you ever just leave?
leave me alone, leave me for peace
but then I remember
all the things you said
maybe it is good you are on my mind
so I won't let you come back
- realizing
you laugh harder when I pass
you smile too much with your mouth and too less with your eyes
you think I care
about your happiness
I wish I didn't
- caring after they left
you told me three words
over and over
saying them to me and not to her
lies
lies
lies
- someone else
how can I be so sad
about something that never even happened
hey could you listen?
what?
could you listen?
what are you saying?
could you please listen?
I don't understand ?
I asked you to listen to me.
that's all I asked.
please
listen
- not being heard
YOU ARE READING
poetry by marie
PoetryThis poetry book is about very many topics, topics everyone can think and feel about but not talk about. It's about the feelings you can never speak out loud, it's about love, heartbreak, family, friendship, loss. This is a very taboo subject in our...