Introspection Inspection

chapter one

You must be wondering what truth it is. Well, it is all about your soul, what you constantly go through, what you think about, and lastly question is how do i know all about this, well I'm the soul searcher, i search for what i want and need , find it and capture it all in this little booklet. I'm harmless trust me, i just dream of things and mostly see people who go through them. For some weird reason it sounds creepy yet mysterious, it makes you want to know more and probably you would also want to be a soul searcher. With the knowledge i have I've found that the soul is the strongest type of life in your body. Bibles mention that your body dies, decomposes and goes back to the soil yet your soul lives, it has life, it experiences a lot and that is why i hunt for it. Growing up was never easy, you probably had sayings like," i wish i was all grown up". We all thought life as an adult was more fun, more interesting and free, but we were still locked in the innocent cell. Little did we know that life as an adult was more sinister, more condescending and was filled with anguish. It was not the life you would have imagined as a little angel. We were driven by the thoughts of money, cars, houses, nice houses to be exact and the freedom of partying, we thought everything came easy in the elderly life, little did we know we were living the paradise life in the imaginary world.
Now that we have grown up and still are growing up, we have realized how messed up the word "freedom" is. From pretty little heart breaks, emotional break downs, fights of anger and hatred to cutting out people who are toxic to us and living by the concept, " people are poison" and "keep your circle small". I know all about it, I've been through it, and still am going through it, but the main point is i am curious on how other people cope with it, thats when soul searching or should i say "introspection" walks in.