His Mind His Soul His Life is me

Karma

Here I am coming back to New York to visit my family. I needed a break from Connecticut, any way so here I am waiting for the metroNorth this is going to be a long ride. I see nothing has changed getting off the metro North to get on the 4 train at 125th street. I was still undecided if I should move back to Brooklyn this 4 train is still crowded. I hope I don't get on a cart with a homeless person because then the train is going to be smelling foul. I finally made it to Brooklyn and my first stop was my grandmother house in Flatbush; as soon as I walked in she cursed me out all I could do was laugh that let's me know that she missed me I love you to grandma. Don't come over here putting your prissy lips on me I don't know where they been. Haha grandma really. I came to spend some time with you before I shower and go outside
The only thing opened outside late at night is legs and hospitals. Grandma! Really. I'm getting in the shower and I'm staying in crown heights tonight so I will be back tomorrow. I notice my phone ringing once I got out of the shower Dasia name popped up on my screen
Hello I'm getting dressed you don't have to keep calling me I'm coming. Bitch!! Hurry up you know your ass take forever, but you know I'm the life of the party so relax we're going to turn up. After I was done getting dressed I was ready to go. At 19 I was short with a Caramel complexion with a splash of vanilla spots on the left side of my face long hair and I was slim. I called a cab I met Dasia at her Aunt house on Quincy and Nostrand Ave I walked in and they were already rolling the weed up. Listening to music while smoking and passing the blunt making small talk I looked to my left and there were some guys that walked in but I paid them no mind. Dasia ass is so damn friendly she got up to talk to one of the guy's they laughing and joking next thing I know they play fighting throughout the apartment now this bitch is trying to get me to help her. Now this becomes an all out play fight because one of the other guy's got in the middle to stop me from interfering
Nah Shortcake let them fight she tough
That's not my name. That's the name I'm calling you. Now I have to play it off because when he smiled and showed his grills the flood gates opened and I was sprung. The moment he touched me and we started play fighting it felt like a jolt of electricity went through my body like my soul connected with his, this feeling was weird but in a good way. He tried to pick me up and slam me on the bed but he couldn't because I grad a hood of something. You grabbed me because you want our bodies to touch he smiled and boy he done it again once them grills was showing in his mouth. He had me and I didn't even know it.

Once everything died down the guys were leaving to go to an event. They were all outside waiting to get in their cars or on their motorcycles the apartment we was in was on the first floor so we can see the guys through the window. This guy name Anthony came to the window and was like my Brother King wants to talk to you. I looked at Dasia and she was like talk to him but I was scared because he was older than me, but I knew he was feeling me because he was all over me when we was play fighting.
I never gave an answer I guess he had it all planned out because he came back inside and stuck a piece of paper in my pocket. I looked to see what it was and it was his number on a paper. Dasia and I hung out after they left I told Dasia that I was staying in crown Heights tonight so she can come on that side tomorrow. I left her and took a cab to prospect place.

Here I am calling this number off this paper the moment I get home. I wanted to see what king was about. We spoke on the phone for a little while. Where are you ? Im I'm crown heights why what's up. Im coming to you shoot me the address. King it's late. So you don't want to see me. I do you don't think it's late. Nah okay come on. Now here it is 1 am and he wants to be blasting his music with those high beams on. Sliding in the passenger it felt warm. Outside was a little chilly spring is just peaking around so it's not too nice yet on this night in April. The moment he spoke to me while sitting here I felt like I knew him my whole life the conversation just flowed. He had one son We talked about everything it felt like he was my best friend in that moment and it felt so good and so different. I was cheesing hard. We sat there for almost two hours talking until I told him that I was getting tired. He waiting for me to go up stairs and then drove off. I'm about to fall asleep until my phone start ringing King name pop up on my screen I answered feeling half sleep. I'm home! Okay thank you for calling me.
I want you. When I heard him say those words to me my eyes popped open. You do.
Yes I want you. Okay I want you too
Don't say it unless you mean it. I do mean it I want you too. Once you fuck with me you're stuck with me. Wow that's your new thing King. Yup you stuck with me. Okay I guess I'm stuck with you. Good night call me tomorrow.

Why do I feel like I just went to sleep. Waking up to last nights conversation had me smiling but I had no text message on my phone so I shrugged it off and got up to take care of my hygiene. Today I was going to bushwick because someone was having a house party. King was not about to have me in my mind he's way older than me and he's well seasoned he's not going to be playing with me I'm kind of scared he's going to hurt me so let me put this guard up right now..