Battle scars (TFP Arcee x M!reader)

War is over

It's been 8 years. 8 long grueling years and after all these years I'm alone no one to help me no one to ask me if I'm okay. Sure there are the guys they help out wherever they can and then there's knockout he's been the most supportive out of everyone and better yet he's more of a person who I can depend on but he's getting courted with a femme soon so I'm alone once again bumblebee joined the police force bulkhead wheeljack smokescreen ultra magnus knockout and I stayed in the military and since there isn't a use for the Military other than train soldiers life's been rather empty for me at least everyone's found a mate and ultra magnus even had a sparkling her names strong arm but she was born rather recently so I can't really say anything about how she'll turn out. Bumblebee smokescreen and the others also courted so that leaves me as always being the odd person out the one who is left behind

I turn off my holo computer or "laptop" how raf and jack used to say but I much prefer "pc" that's how miko would say it primus i miss those kids i look out my window to see the glowing streets of the newly rebuilt iacon of course there was a lot that still needed some reconstruction but bulkhead does a good job at managing all all that stuff. Me of course am basically useless to n this society. A femme with combat skills isn't necessarily useful in today's society eh who cares not like I was useful anyway. I stand up from my desk in my berth room well more of a nice little apartment I got it's a three room apartment that I shared with bee and knockout before they both moved out to be with their mates and now I'm alone with no one. I leave the apartment to go to the auto it base that's near to the apartment to where I live it's only like 7 blocks away so i done have to travel that far

Arcee:*Sigh* What time is it

I check the clock on the wall and it's 4:00!!

Arcee:Scrap I'm gonna be late!!

I exit the apartment building I transform into my motorcycle form and drive down the streets of the glowing and busy city as I drive down the main streets I notice the construction workers taking their breaks sipping on their high grade and having some side conversations while enjoying their life's it's nice to know that this how it's going to be for a while soon enough I arrive at base I transform as I see knockout leaning against the entrance of the base

Knockout:Fancy seeing you here arcee

Arcee:Hey *huff* knockout

Knockout:What's got you so worked up

Arcee:A-am I late

Knockout:Just in time actually Come on magnus needs us at the briefing

Arcee:Oh yeah by the way what's it about

Knockout:I don't know let's go come on we don't wanna keep the team waiting

He continues to explain as we walk into the base and going into the main area of the base it's a whole operation with computers auto it recruits and none other than team prime all gathered around a holo map me and knockout join in the circle and everyone seems happy to see me wheel jack is the first to say something as his face lights up when he sees me

Wheel jack:Hey cee how've you been

Arcee:Okay and you guys

Smokescreen:Busiest week of my life and now this

???:Soldiers

We all tense up when we hear magnus walking in

Bulkhead:Ultra magnus sir

Ultra Magnus:At ease soldiers

Time skip

That was a long briefing session basically ultra magnus is setting us up at different posts and smokescreen and wheel jack are going to early to help ratchet with a slight drone problem Ethel have some of the vehicles that where left behind haven't gotten the memo taht the war is over and continue to fights it's nothing we can't handle though I begin to walk down the sidewalk of the street as I walk down the street I see a  seeker his red and black colored frame glistening in the night sky walking alone he seems to be humming a song to himself his piercing golden yellow optics catch me in a trance before I snap out of it but he notices my stare and flinches slightly before walking away I continue to walk until I arrive to my apartment room and once I walk in I fall onto my bed and let out a groan of satisfaction

Arcee:Finally I'm home

I walk into my "living room" I'm pretty sure that's what it's called on earth but whatever I walk into it and crash onto the couch and turn on my tv I begin to think to myself and I sigh in despair I'm alone before the war I was sure I didn't need anyone but now that I'm older and now that the war is over I have no one at my side bulkhead smokescreen knockout and bumblebee all have mates already except for me and wheeljack but to get with him no way I'd rather take my chances with a deception

I close my optics to rest but as I sit there with my eyes closed I begin to drift off to sleep slowly but surely

???:Arcee... arcee wake up

I open my optics to see tailgate looking down at me I sit up and notice I was sleeping on his lap

Tailgate:You okay?

Arcee:Yeah just I-i was dreaming about something

Tailgate:What was it

Arcee:...being alone everyone moving on

Tailgate:It's okay love you know I'll never leave you behind

Arcee:Promise

Tailgate:I promise sweet spark

Arcee:I'm glad you're here tailgate

Tailgate:Me too

I rest on his chests as I begin to close my eyes I move back wait no this isn't real this can't be real I'm dreaming this has to be a dream tailgates dead

Arcee:Scrap no no no no

Tailgate:What's wrong

Arcee:Wake up wake up wake up WAKE UP!

I jolt up panting I look at my surroundings and and then at my servos I move my digits around and Lean back calming down I'm tired of all of this I don't wanna be alone not anymore I miss them both of them so much sure me and cliff jumper didn't have anything going on but he did make me feel happy and feel wanted and tailgate me and him did have a thing going on and we were planning on getting courted b-before she took him away form me too I feel a tear run down my face plate I wipe the tear and sigh

Arcee:*Sigh* maybe I should go out clear my mind