somebody that i used to know // .deo

1 - Lonely with you

"felt so lonely in your comapany."
Y/N's Point of view.
14 days before graduating.

Me and jenna well, are going to different colleges. she wanted to pursue acting, i wanted to support her. Although i wanna tell her that i dont wanna go to the same college but its fine. Its for jenna afterall. "Hey jen, What college ya' goin in?" You said running up to her.

She looked at you for a few seconds before replying. "Not, really sure. But any acting school will do. Sorry Y/n i have to go." She said before leaving to go to a sketchy classroom.

weird..but im sure nothing bad can happen. Afterall, its jenna.

Nothing eventful really happend. Jenna..just avoided me.
She felt so distant. She was never like this before. Just now. Maybe shes just stressed or busy..ill give her time.

10 Days before graduating.
Jenna gradually became distant and distant. She never talked lately. However she acted normal infront of her friends. I cant help but feel.
jealousy.

There was this boy, who was...awfully close with jenna. I could hear them talk behind me, (jenna is behind you)
I wanna hear what theyre talking about, but i have to respect her privacy. This may be the reason why.
Shes ignoring me.

7 Days before graduating
Jenna would wave, but nothing more. Theres just something..off.
At one week before graduating she started talking to me again. But it always felt one sided.

"n/n, how are you?" jenna asked waving at you. "good, hey whos that-" always cutting me off whenever we talk about him. "I- uhm..well- i wanted to ask if i could borrow your notes..?" Jenna said. It always seemed like she was trying to say something.
I never felt so lonely in her company. Usually it would be all happy, fun. But not this one..did i do something wrong?

Gradually, i started to not even try. 5 days before graduating. We never talked, i avoided her whenever she tried talking. Several, times.

"Hey, n-...."

"Y/n--"

"Y/n, hey-"

Though it felt hard to avoid her as the days passed, like. Avoiding the person you promised to always be there for them

And look at you, avoiding them totally breaking that promise.

"Alright jen, i promiseeeee.....ill always be here for ya!" "Haha..pinkie promise"
"Pinkie promise."

(At the labratory.)
My birthday is near. About a few days after graduation..what should i prepare for myself, who should i invite? Jenna.?

"Y/n! Youre zoning out, whats the matter with ya boy!" The professor yelled. "Sorry, i had something in mind." Someone in mind.

The lesson continued with me focusing. But i cant help but think about jenna. What about our friendship? What about. . .us?

-what about us?-