New school, new Me. Chapter 1

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SELENA(POV)

"Lena!" "Lena!" he shouts.
God what could he want now? I already gave him his stupid beer doesn't he understand I need some sleep for school? Well I guess I should tell you who is the person behind that door and that is just my drunky, drug addict father every girl dreams of John Jefferson, and I'm Selena Jefferson the girl with a fucked up family.

"Lena!" he shouts yet again.
It takes some time but I finally open my eyes "what?! I just fell asleep" I yelled
U"I thought you said you were going
to the fucking school" he shouts.
Fuck is it time already I thought I was gonna have a bit more time to sleep but... Like always I never get what I want.

"Oh right yea I was just getting ready, you can stop screaming now you'll wake up mom" I yell back, probably she isn't even here but hey at least I gave it a try.

"That bitch isn't home, so you better have your ass down fast to make me breakfast" yep that's my dad always being as nice as can be. (Not)

"Yeah whatever" I never really understood why god wanted me to have such a shitty family but then again if I wanted dad to talk without cussing I would really have to stop doing it myself so... I guess it just won't happen.
I got up as fast as a I could and took the first thing my hands could grab from my closet and got in the hot shower. Ten minutes later and I was out I brushed my hair and let it fall freely on my shoulders, I must say am not one of those pretty girls with great body, but hey I wasn't sooo bad. I put some makeup on grabbed some convers, my phone, earphones, my bag and left to the first day of many at my new school yay! (Hear the sarcasm?)

"I'm gonna get going dad see you later" I shout hoping he would just hear me and let me go but like I said nothing is ever the way I want it to be, nothing.

"Wait right there girl, you haven't properly said good-bye to your pop" he says just as he walks closer until my back hit the wall.

"Dad please your drunk, just let me go ok? I promise to bring you back a beer" I say once again praying that he would just let me go, his breath stinks of alcohol

"Ok honey but if you don't you know what'll happen to ya"
Okay I do know and believe me you don't want to know "ok dad bye" I slip out of his reach

"Bye baby" he says while giving my ass a spank while I pass bye him, god I wish I could just not feel that or anything, after that awful moment I leave. Once I'm outside the cold air hits my face making me forget what just happened minutes ago and just remember what's important "a new day at school" I say hoping that way I could remember not to mention anything that happens at home and just forget.
I walk to the garage to get my motorcycle, my mother bought it for me on my 18 birthday just before it all started.
I got on it and rode to school it wasn't far away from my house but I didn't have the energy to walk all the way there as you can see I'm very lazy. I got to school just a few minutes before home room started, this was it I was finally going to start my new life.
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A/N hope you like it it's really not my best work bit it is my first so please just give me a chance I swear I'll get better.

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