our secret

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Y/n
Me and Jobe have been together for a while now. We  met in the summer, my dad coaches his brother, Jude Bellingham the famous soccer player.  Me and Jobe talked for a while, and then we fell for each other. We spent a lot of time together as my dad went over Jude's house a lot for training and he was their dad's best friend. We had movie nights and hung out almost everyday, we then started dating and we've been dating for a couple months now, and I can really say this is the happiest I've ever been.

Today me and Jobe are going on a date, just a cheeky picnic date he has planned for us, I'm really excited, me and my dad are on our way to the Bellingham house as of right now.

Arrived at his house

"Hey babe" said Jobe as he hugged and kissed me
"Hey love, are you ready?", I asked
"Yea let me just get my car keys and we'll be out", he said and went to grab his keys

Jude came from upstairs
"Hey y/n", he said to me giving me a hug
"Hey, how are you today?" , i asked hugging him back
"I'm alright, ready for training, is your dad out back?", he asked grabbing his water bottle
"Mhm he's talking with your dad, they're waiting on you", I said as Jobe came with the keys

"Hey bruv", Jobe said to Jude greeting him
"Hey, are you two going out?", Jude asked opening the fridge
"Yea, we'll be back later", Jobe said opening the door
"Have fun" Jude said to us as we headed out

On the date

Our date went on at my favorite forest, Jobe and I came here a lot when we first started hanging out, he and I share a love for the forest, we love the air, the trees, the nature , and most importantly the peace it brought both of us.
We lit up a joint as we set up our picnic rug and all the food and drinks. We smoked and talked for hours, he fed me chocolate covered strawberries and I did the same for him.

This is the man for me, like I said before I have never been happier, but there was this thought in the back of my head that appeared only sometimes... kind of all the time, I know people would probably hate me for this, I have such a good thing going on and yet, fuck here it goes, I might love Jobe but thoughts of Jude come to my mind here and then. Thinking about how it would've been if I had met Jude before Jobe, or maybe I'm just too high right now to even think straight.
Jobe fell asleep beside me,we're laying down looking at the sky through the seems of the leaves from the trees, we were knocked out, but I didn't sleep for long, clearly as my head is in circles thinking about his brother. I'm going back to sleep, this is so wrong.

An hour later

Jobe and I woke up, we're headed back home now, I'm planning to stay the night over his house, we're still a little high but it mostly wore off. Thoughts of Jude were still coming to mind, I don't even know anymore, it gets worse every time I see him.

"Hey how was you two's date?", Jude asked as he wipes the sweat off his forehead with his shirt, his abs show, it's hard not to look.
"It was good, how was training?, looks like my dad wore you out", I said laughing
"That he did, you staying over?", Jude asks
"She is, now I'll be back, I need to go talk to dad", Jobe says giving me a kiss before walking off

Suddenly the room is filled with silence and sexual tension, Jude's print is showing through his shorts and I can't help but look, and he catches me
"Are you? , y/n you're looking at.. , he says slightly before cutting himself off with a smirk as he notices me looking at his bulge
"No, fuck um no, don't say anything", I said knowing I was fucked

Jude walks over to me and leans down to my ear
"go upstairs, my room, now", he whispers
"Are you serious?", I ask
"Mhm, go", he commands and I do as told

What the fuck is going to happen, have I ruined it all, is he going to tell Jobe I was staring at his dick for gods  sake , I'm fucked, totally fucked.

AHHH IM SO HAPPY WITH THE WAY THIS CAME OUT, THIS IS ONLY THE FIRST CHAPTER AND I CAN'T WAIT TO WRITE MORE