𝐈𝐕𝐘ʲᵉⁿⁿᵃ ᵒʳᵗᵉᵍᵃ ⁱᵐᵃᵍⁱⁿᵉˢ

Trouble In Paradise (pt.2)

(song makes me cry every damn time ^)
Y/n POV

I stood watching them from afar.

(sorry there's not many its late and I couldn't find many good ones 😭)

The gloomy sky and harsh droplets of rain that fell upon the grass made my day better. I liked when it rained. Few people walking on the muddied grass to get to the wooden box. It was cheap. Couldn't afford any better.

I didn't wanna be here though.

At my own funeral on MY birthday.

Listening to fake and somewhat real paragraphs about my life, or how kind and amazing I was. I watched as they buried my casket in the ground. It was weird, everyone thinking i was dead but what was I gonna do.

My now ex gf Jenna took the stage. She went on and on. Rambling dumb shit. All bullshit. Nothing real I bet. Although one thing caught me off guard.

"I really did love her and always will. Y/n was my best days, and my worst. She held the key to all my emotions, but more importantly my heart. I'm not sure I'll ever love again, and I know for sure I didn't deserve to love Y/n, but if I do love again it'll never be anything like me and Y/n had."

I scoffed as my eyes burned.

I knew parts were a lie and knew some of what she said was the truth. I could tell by her eyes and body language.

-

The cab driver drove me to the airport. My hair was wet and my mood was shit. I wanted to get away as soon as possible. I hated her and anything else in my old life. It made me physically sick.

Once I hit the one month mark things actually started to change slowly but surely. The meds I was taking were working. (again idk anything abt cancer and I'm not a doctor)

Jenna never cared enough to come around anymore and it was hard. She used to always be there for me. But I guess she just quit.

We arrived at the airport and the old man helps me get my bags out before getting checked in the airport and sitting in my seat.

"Flight 219 please make your way to gate 1b thank you."

Since I heard my flight get called I got up and started walking towards the women at the check in.

She checked me in and told me about the bag limit as I nodded my head before moving to make my way onto the flight.

As I walked towards the tunnel I suddenly hear a voice shout my name that made my whole world stop and tears form in my eyes once more.

"Y/N!"

I slowly turn around and see Jenna standing there shocked with tears rolling down her cheeks. A bag and suitcase in her hands. I stare at her shocked before shaking my head and turning around to continue walking in the tunnel.

I could hear her fast footsteps running after me and her bags drop. I heard her desperately calling my name as her voice cracked.

She got stopped by the guards.

I look over my shoulder at her with tears running down my face as well now. I see her fighting against the guards restraints. The urge to hug and kiss her worries and doubts away was stronger than ever. I wanted to hug and cuddle her

But for once, I had to be selfish.

I had to do what's best for me.

So I walked through the tunnel with tear-stained cheeks and got on the plane, putting my bags and suitcase away before sitting down.

'Goodbye Los Angeles, hello ____'

A/N: Dayum kinda did pretty good ngl 😩💀sorry this was short and kinda late but you guys really wanted it. There is gonna be part 3. Also should I upload a gip Wednesday x Y/n book?