Have you ever felt completely and utterly forgotten
Or maybe not heard
Have you ever watched someone die
I have
I see him laying in the bed
Tube shoved down his throat
Eyes open staring, crying staring back at mine
Body convulsing
He was alone
Sick with a disease
Killing him slowly and painfully
Budlite, bud wiser, you name it big or small
The damage
The agony
The loss
The trauma I feel
The flashbacks like it was yesterday
The dates I now remember
The pain in my heart everyday
I want you back
Please come back
I'm sorry
But "sorry" cant bring back
The dead
