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"....so like when I realized I were kind of freaking out-" Felix nervously laughed. "And I think that's when the voices appeared"
"Voices?" Chan asked worringly.
"Yes...they're not even half as strong now" Felix lied. They are as strong as before, but Hyunjin distracts him from them. So now, he was worried he would hear them.
"Good." Chan sighs. "Is there anything more?"
"Well..." Felix hesitated whether to show his scars or not. "I...uh"
He showed his arms to Chan. Chan inspected them and slowly widened his eyes as he found the scars. He slowly felt with his fingers on them as if they were made of glass.
"Felix..." Chan breathed out, as if he'd been holding his breath. "When?"
"S-some weeks ago..." Felix stuttered. "Or I don't really know actually"
"I could've been there for you..." Chan started tearing up. "I'm so sorry Felix..!"
"No no no it's okay!" Felix worryiedly waves his hands. "I-I'm all fine!"
"But still, if I were there you wouldn't have to go through that..." Chan mumbled as tears strolled down his cheeks.
Felix didn't know what to do at this situation. Normally, he would hug the person and say calming words...but this time he couldn't. His voices were in the back of his head, murmuring something he couldn't understand.
《Look, you made him cry.》
《What?》
《Yeah, he probably hates you now.》
《Who are you?》
《Look, he's walking away from you.》
《He's leaving you.》
《...》
《They're all leaving you behind.》
《And they seem happy about it.》
《....stop...》
《They're laughing without you.》
《I think they seem happier now than before.》
《...stop...!》
《Oh! Hyunjin must've found his true love.》
《Such a lovely couple.》
《Seungmin really seems to like him too.》
《Stop stop stop stop STOP!!!》
Felix stood up and ran to his room with all his might. He totally forgot about Chan being home, and took out the knife he'd been hiding. He got ready to cut again as he wanted the voices gone, but someone pushed him to the side and took the knife from him.
"WHAT THE HELL FELIX"
Felix jumped a little at the sudden loud voice.
"DON'T DO THAT!"
Felix looked down. He didn't want to see the person in the eyes. (He still hadn't figured out who it was)
"Felix" the person called out, more calm this time. "Don't do that, you're gonna hurt yourself."
《Do it.》
"Stop!!" Felix covered his ears, trying to get the voices out of his head.
"Are you okay?" The person asked worriedly. Felix suddenly realized it was Chan.
"Yes..yes...I'm f-fine" Felix stuttered.
"You're obviously not fine, why did I even ask..." Chan sighed. "It's better if you tell me everything so I can help you"
"..." Felix didn't answer.
《You already have a solution》
《Yeah, there are many ways》
《Stop. I don't want to leave》
《Ooh he's lying to himself》
"They...I'm..." Felix mumbled.
"What?" Chan looked at Felix.
"They are telling me to..." Felix took a deep breath before continuing. "To...leave..."
He broke down.
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I'm going to post a few short chapters because the story doesn't seem to make sense anymore ¿¿¿ idk :/
Anygays happy new year and late christmas eve!
I'm sorry for not updating but I'll try better next year.
I'm proud of you that survived this year, it wasn't easy and you went through alot, but you made it! Keep going like this! I'll always be here for you if no one else is<3
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