R@ñt$

Not you too

I really had faith in us
But it was a part of me that knew it was gonna end up like the rest.
Just didn't think it would be today
but I sensed a change in energy way before.
I even saw myself burning my phone case before it happen and was wondering why but now I know.

I'm honestly numb
There is a lot of scenarios in my head as to why this happen bc like I said the energy been off

I came to realize he wanted a dummy he wanted someone to do everything he says without question and expect no mistake as if we as people are 100% perfect. Everyone makes mistakes

I was willing to change myself and be this individual for him and normally I would have left but I was gonna change myself to be with this person.

If y'all knew what I knew about this man most females would leave but I cared about him too much to leave.

I wanted forever
Just another one to the list but this one hurts more bc we said the L word which holds weight to me. If you love me I expect you to love me and trust I get shit done. I was even going to get a matching tattoo and set my appointment up for this weekend to surprise him. Glad I didn't if I knew everything was a lie.

I can't begin to tell y'all how tired I am of giving my all just for nothing... He wanted this and that and I can't even see him but yet I was still working to make things happen for us..I was giving more than I received but I'm really tired.

This took the icing off the cake for me.
Still never experienced my first relationship
Probably won't

I'm hurt to a certain extent like
When am I gonna find someone that actually loves and cares about me bc it's always me loving more

My trust for people has reached its peak..
I'm over it.
12-13-22