With you forever

chapter one

I remember when l first saw him, my entire body burned with an overwhelming desire that l couldn't understand, the feeling coursed throughout my entire body and l found myself more than once craving his attention and his very existence

He bullied me for having no quirks, made fun of my dreams to be like Almight and pushed me away more than once. His words pierced my heart and his icy gaze broke my soul into a thousand tiny pieces. I worked hard to prove him wrong, fuelled with a desire to be the best and when l finally made it to UA ,become Almight successor and grew strong enough to match his strength l knew I'd proven myself to him

But without the need to prove to him that I'm strong too, my heart opened up again to the many emotions l buried. And now l have to work besides him, with my feelings growing larger by the minute and my heart swelling larger and larger with love for him

He doesn't feel the same way though, meaning that he feels free to go out with whoever he likes, boy or girl. And who could blame them, with those beautiful crimson eyes and body he could lure even a serial killer.

But l love him too much to watch some guys even girls touch him, kiss him and even have the nerve to hold him. I just can't stand it, it fills my heart with utter rage and all l could see is their blood splattered against a wall

Which is what I've done more than one time. I know it goes against my hero code but l can't help it, it breaks my heart to end their lives but what choice do l have, his heart belongs to me and me alone,no one can have him but me, that is if l can successfully confess that is, which l doubt l can because again, Kastuki Bakugo will never love me.

"Okay class, this training will require you to use your brains, that means you do not run into danger empty headed, Bakugo, Kirishima, lm referring this to you" Aizawa says, eyeing the two sternly.

"What! I do use my brain, die !"

"Come on Bakugo, stop being a dumbass" Kirishima shouts holding Bakugo back. My heart stops and l feel the usuall yet painful sting of heartbreak, jealousy and hate from witnessing yet another show of affection and trust between Kirishima and Bakugo. It always hurt but I'm not gonna do anything

I hate anyone who shows intrest in Bakugo but I've bounded withKirishima and my heart would rather break than end his life. And it's shattering as l catch a glance of both Kirishima and Bakugo. My heart tears but l try to ignore it and focus on the training

"You're getting good Deku" l smile at uraraka's enthusiasm "Well l guess all that training paid off huh" Uraraka's smile makes me blush. She's so innocent and kind, like my new big sister. "Hey you nerd!" My heart pounds to my chest, granted I've spared with him before and dealt with his brash, loud and arrogant personality l still have a hard time being near him.

"Kachaan!? do you...um...need something?"

Even the things l say are stupid

"You ,me, the arena" He yells and I'm dazed by his dominance. " Hey shitty nerd did you not hear me or do l need to blast it inside your head your head for you to hear it" l stammer for a bit and follow him to the arena

I lost to him despite having given it my all which further made my heart swell larger with affection for his strength. " you'll do better nezt time Deku, don't you worry" Uraraka smiles at me encouragingly. I smile back" yeah but kachaan is getting stronger " l say quietly, my cheeks burning. "Yeah but you're getting stronger too " l beam at her comment "yeah you're right, I'll work harder and also get stronger " She smiles and raises a fist inro the air " yeah that's the spirit" l beam and also raise my fist. Uraraka is so nice and kind.

"Uraraka are you going somewhere?",l ask noticing her new clothes " She looks at me with a blush and places a finger to her lips. " Promise you won't tell anyone. I gasp but nod in agreement " Well lately I've been getting these sweet love letters from a secret admirer and today she or he asked me to meet them" l'm stunned but find my voice but Uraraka quickly places a hand over my mouth and places a finger to her lips more urgently

I left Uraraka after a few moment of jumping up and down. I wish l were her, getting love letters from boys or girls who liked her. I sigh and walked toward my house. As l was making my way l saw Kachaan standing under a maple tree with Kirishima. My heart tore apart and found my eyes glued to them, wishing more than anything that l was Kirishima right now

Kirishima looks my way and beams, waving a hand. I smile and wave back,how can l possibly kill him. I look at Kachaan hoping I'd wave at him too but he's not even looking at me. I hurry past them, fighting tears of jealousy threatening to pool out

Last night Bakugo haunted my dreams so much that l had to stay awake as to avoid those certain dreams. As l walked into school l saw a crowd of kids outside, circling a corner. Curiously l made my way towards them to see what had their attention so much, as l walked closer l smelled the familiar metalic scent of blood

The closer I got, the stronger the scent grew and l found myself panicking. I ran towards them until l saw what had their attention. Laying in a pool of crimson red blood was a body, brutally slaughtered and the head completely severed from the neck, my heart dropped to the pit of my stomach as l recognized the pink dress which was drenched in blood except a few spot

It was my best friend Ochaco Uraraka