𝕊𝕥𝕦𝕡𝕚𝕕 𝔻𝕚𝕤𝕖𝕒𝕤𝕖|| 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕕𝕖𝕣 𝕩 𝕊𝕒𝕜𝕦𝕤𝕒

ℙ𝕒𝕣𝕥 𝟚𝟙

"Hello Omi"

She was smiling from ear to ear, excited to see him after not seeing him for a while, not including the get-together. she then gestured for him to sit down in front of her.

"Please do sit" she encouraged

Sakusa slowly made his way to her, he felt hypnotized by her. She looked so healthy, so happy, she really thrived after high school. He looked at her interior design of the office, and guessed she liked the marble look. The floor was black marble and sparkly along with the pillars on both sides of her office, her walls were plain white yet very vibrant. He slowly sat down distracted with how his surroundings looked, he was pleased with how it looked.

Suddenly Y/n slowly got up, set her blazer on her chair, and walked around her desk, settling down in front of him. His eyes finally landed on her once more, seeing her entire outfit, she wore a white turtle neck with a black pencil skirt along with sheer black tights and hair tied back into a low ponytail with a few strands out in front of her face. She looked great, he couldn't lie about that.

"So how have you been, Omi?" she lightly punched his thigh to get his attention

He slightly chuckles at her way of getting his attention, "I've been fine, actually the reason I came here was to tell you something." his face slightly drops

With the sudden change in expression from Sakusa, she leans in ready for what's about to come out of his mouth.

"And I'm only telling YOU because you have experience in it, so please don't say anything about it" he pleads, and Y/n nods

"I wouldn't tell a single soul, I promise." She smiles and sticks out her pinky as a sign to keep her promise. He again chuckles at her childish action, he links his pinky with hers to lock in the promise and leans back.

" I'm sick and not the typical sickness." he sighs

Y/n raised her brow, "Cheesy line to tell me, what's wrong?" she playfully teases

Sakusa takes off his mask and lays it on her desk, "I'll make it simple and straightforward for you, I have hanahaki... had it since the get-together."

Stunned, Y/n stood up and walked around back to sit down behind her desk. She leaned back and crossed her arms, it seemed she went into deep thought. Sakusa didn't know how to tell her he developed the disease because of her. But if it meant getting it off his chest and telling her just to get turned down, then it would be 100% worth it.

Her eyes met his, it was filled with worry and sympathy like it was the end of the world that he had it. "So who's got you wrapped around their finger?" she tries to joke

With no hesitations whats so ever, Sakusa simply says "You...you've got me wrapped around your finger." breaking the eye contact he moves his attention in front of him.

It was quiet for a minute and y/n finally broke it...

"Kiyoomi you should get the surgery," Y/n states" You need to get it as soon as possible before it's too late." she continued

"Should I really?"

"What do you mean should you?! Yes you should, you can't play volleyball if you don't." she slightly raises her voice "Omi you can't hold onto me, did you forget that once I got the surgery I couldn't gain back those feelings I had for you?!"

Sakusa didn't seem bothered by her sudden change in tone, "You know as fucked up as I sound, Haru was just someone to get my mind off you. I've avoided those get-togethers because I was scared of the feelings I tried ignoring coming back and biting me in the ass and well..." he paused turning his head towards a disbelieved (h/c) haired woman

"it did"

"Y/n, I didn't know how I felt about you till I saw someone that wasn't me with you. I feel like a terrible person for leading you on back then, I wasn't sure how I felt when we were in high school, I was just messing around thinking maybe I did but I didn't, I liked the attention you were giving me..

He got up from his seat that was once in front of Y/n, grabbed his mask, and made his way to the door. "All I came here to do was just to tell you and tell you how I really feel, not really get advice from you." says Sakusa

Y/n springs up from her chair, "Kiyoomi" she says sternly, making Sakusa stop in his tracks. "I'm saying this to help you...YOU. Your career, your health, AND your love life"

"Your gonna throw all that away just because I can't reciprocate your feelings?" she slowly circles her way back around to Sakusa who's hand is on the knob ready to leave. Meanwhile, Sakusa stands there, a little shocked at that small outburst. Turning his head a little to the side,  "Who said I was throwing it all away? I WANTED to tell you it to get it off my chest." Sakusa says slightly raising his tone.

Y/n scoffs and rolls her eyes, "You think that's any help for you? It'll feel like relief yes, but will it help you overall? It literally will not help you in any way possible. That surgery is what you need."

He sighs knowing damn well she's right. He felt foolish, dumb, inconsiderate, and upset with himself for the way he treated Y/n in the past. Sakusa couldn't help but recall all the good times he had with her, yet not catch feelings until recently. How dumb he sounded. How dumb he felt. The surgery IS what he needs because it really is pointless not doing anything about it but just to slowly wither away and eventually die just because of a disease that involved romance and your feelings.

Without realising it, Y/n was standing right behind him with her hand on his shoulder, "I'm saying this now Sakusa, this is what's best for you and everything that is involved with you. Doing that will benefit you in so many ways and trust me, it'll feel so much better, you'll feel so much better."

he could hear the sincereness in her voice, especially since it's coming from the one person who's the reason for how he is right now. Before even gets to say anything, Sakusa felt his throat itching and his chest hurting. "I have to go." he quickly blurts out and heads out of her office, leaving her feeling a bit of hurt and worried.

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{Author Note:}
hey guys🥰 ik i disappeared for a while...and i probably will again BUT here's something for ygs since i've been starving ygs of a next chapter:)) hope ygs liked it. i shall disappear again🫶🥰