I used to dream
Now all I can do is sing
I can barely see
All alone, I always seem to beI used to speak out
Now I can’t even shout
I hear only yelling
All alone, I keep my storytellingI used to express myself
Now I put emotions on a shelf
I feel hollow
All alone, only then I can voice my sorrowI used to eat till I was full
Now I eat only a single bowl
I feel hunger
All alone, I won’t last much longerI used to love the perfume scents
Now I find them bile to my sense
I hate the sweet smell
All alone, I memorize the secrets I can’t tell