A knock on the door, at this time of night? osamu complied and turned the door nob, upon opening the door, he could see hinata with his usual saddened hopeless expression once again.
osamu sighed, deeply disappointed. "come in." he had taken the pleasure of welcoming hinata every time this happened. by now, he's pissed and absolutely raging inside. hinata walked near the dining table but then turns around towards the kitchen.
making his way to the fridge and forcefully opens it, just rummaging through whats inside. osamu closed the door, clearly hearing hinata going through the fridge. he got a tiny chuckle out of it. "hungry aren't you?"
hinata held a cup of jello in his hands, osamu guessed he took the strawberry flavor judging by the color. "yeah i am" hinata said with a soft genuine smile. "you should sit down for now, you look very tired" osamu patted down the empty spot beside him.
following osamu's directions, in a few seconds, hinata was now comfortable on the stylish modern couch. osamu heard a sigh from hinata as he also made himself comfortable. hinata seemed to zone out while eating his jello.
completely oblivious to realize osamu had such loving eyes drawn to the cute ginger, admiring hinata from such a distance.
hinata slowed himself from eating, osamu — who was watching him closely, could easily understand that hinata is having deep thoughts. too spaced out to focus.
"hinata."
"hm?" hinata responded but didn't make the effort to look at osamu, only listening. "what did my brother do this time. tell me" osamu rested his head on his knuckles.
hinata kept the spoon in his mouth, kinda like a chew toy. he didn't know why but he just stared blankly at the floor, osamu waited patiently.
maybe a few minutes had gone by, but hinata finally spilled out his inner thoughts going on in his head.
"he's been gaslighting me lately, completely denying the fact he's been seeing kiyoomi. he texted me though, he said that he doesn't have a thing for atsumu and has been avoiding him for a long time. atsumu is just being very clingy.
sometimes i can't understand what happened to us, to atsumu and shoyo. i love so much, he's the first person i've ever loved so much and it hurts to see him having the love for someone else, when we're together for 4 years.
