|BTS 18+ FF| It's Okay With Me

HELP !!

This is an adaptation of a ff series on YT that I literally can't for the life of me find the name of but I remember it so vividly. SO if you've seen it before and know the name of it let me know. It was literally such a good series, and I want to watch it again. 

Lemme give you a little synopsis of what it was like.  Y/N had no mother but a father who was in the military was very strict but loving.  Afraid of ghosts?? (it was apart of the plot that the house they lived in was haunted) Y/N was romantically infatuated with RM (or as she would call him in the series Joonie) and everyone else in the household was romantically not seeing anyone at the time. So upon further agreement after doing some discussion RM and Y/N decides that she is allowed to have sexual relations with the boys.  After some of the episodes of her sexual bonding with each member ie. (first time, choking, threesome, BDSM, Vanilla) she grew closer to every single one of them. But there was an imbalance between who would get to see her more. Because they were all jealous. So they made a type of schedule to be with her on a certain day. RM wanted to get married but to Y/N after a pregnancy scare. She denied it at first but then accepted it because she wanted to be just like her parents and have a happy loving family. So she said yes to the married but hid it from the rest of the boys. They all continued on. ANd i didn't get to watch the rest.

 And I literally forgot about it for like a year and never saw what happened after that. I've been searching for it ever since. It was truly the best fanfiction that i ever laid eyes on. There was so much detail and it was consistent with its storyline. If you guys know what I'm talking about or have seen it before lemme know. If not this fanfic will start shortly because of course my hopes are not given up and i wanna find it real bad.