Voices

Prologue

Maybe I should shut it out, but I can't. Maybe I should forget about it, but
that's impossible. Maybe I should just give up, that would be the easy way out.

Could I leave behind everything, just to get rid of them? Or will they follow me there? I'm a disgrace to human beings. I'm different. But not a good different...I'm a disgrace different.

People have always told me to keep a smile on my face. And even if you're feeling sad, still smile. But after she died, there was no way out of my everlasting sadness. I have no idea how to play out the rest of my life. Will I be depressed for the rest of my short life? Or will I learn to keep a smile on my face? Right now, I only see one outlet that would end the pain and emptiness... I could give up, hope they don't follow me, and end my "everlasting sadness".

Like I said, I'm a disgrace to the humankind. I'm not like anybody else.

There are a few different kinds of people. There are the happy sunshines, the insecure Wanna-Bees, the depressed curious people, and the I-don't-give-a-fuckers
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And then, there's me