I cannot recall a time cannot I've felt this happy.The warmth of others,their smiles,laughter,joy,happiness....What have I done to deserve this....
I want to make others feel joy,freedom,love,life like I never had.After all what I thought was helping her was hurting her,just another case of the other woman.She lied when she said she was fine.God,forgive me for making one feel as though their not worth it.Forgive me for all I've done to make by pretty blue bird feel jealous.
I often like the color red and blue.Red,symboling love,dominance,power,lust.Blue,symboling faith,restorable,hope,joy.Yellow,symboling happiness,luckyness,Sunny.Why can't yellow love both?Imposible it may seem but still....Only a idiot would think that,a fool such as myself to think that.But I wouldn't obviously,a beautiful girl as myself wouldn't dare to......Their I go again,miss high and mighty until she breaks down.
