Happy Ending?

1.The way i look at him

Fuck,I didnt want it to end like this,how did i....how in the world did i fell so hard.Why do i love him so goddamn much.How do i get over him,i cant love him...I.

Said Mile while covering his face with hands,he was in love with apo and every second he spent with him made him fall ever more.
To the point that he couldnt even stop thinking about him. Even in his dreams he saw po,it was like a curse,like someone cursed him.

why cant i just stop,lord..give me a break.

It wasnt supposed to end up like this.
10 years ago,he meet apo,he was mesmerised by his looks,he had a little crush on him back then,but mile is mile,he didnt make a huge deal out of it.
He thought he just admired apo.
Later by a 'concidence' he meet apo in gym while sun kissed boy was working out, they noticed and remembered eachother,sadly they talked only little.Then....Apo moved out to NY,it didnt move Mile,it was just a little crush,He moved on fast enough and even manged to froget apo.

He always admired how Confident and beautifull apo was,he could look at him days and not get bored of it,But eveything must come to the end,he from then wasnt part of apo's live.

10 years later Mile had a idea,he was bored so he wanted to try something new.
Why not? he thought and aditioned to series called 'kinnporshe'.
It was series about mafia,2 people that live in 2 whole different worlds fall in love with eachother.
It was truly a touching story.
Mile wanted to be the part of it so he applied for casting as kinn,the second main character,Cold hearted Mafia boss that falls in love with his bodyguard.

He was accepted as applicant.
And there he was,he walked into a bulding that was supposed to pick cast of kinnporshe.
he sat down and waited for his turn...then he saw Him....Apo,he couldnt froget his name,his face,his body his apperance.Apo walked into the room,mile frogot how to breath for couple of seconds.

He wanted to talk to apo,he wanted to see if he remembered him also,for his unluckiness interviewers already started talking to him,there his chance for talking was gone.

It was finnaly his turn to walk into the room where writers and all other important people were choosing cast.
He walked in front of them,said all the lines that was given to him and acted the best he could..
after that he was told to wait in the waiting room,so he did as he was told.

To his suprise,he was picked as kinn! the second main character,he was happy and also he wanted to see who his partner was since from now on they would be acting together.

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Apo..Apo nattwin was his partner.