Everything Changes When I'm With you

Chapter 53 - Wedding plans

Chapter 53

Summer's POV

2 Months had passed by and Gabe and Darcy were growing everyday. It wasnt the biggest growht ever but you could tell either in side their bodies or just their features outside of them. Gabe was just like his father. He would constantly cry for attention and if he wasnt sleeping he would be eating just like his uncle niall.

Darcy however, was the complete opposite. She was a very quiet little girl and you wouldnt hear her at all in the day. She would stay wrapped up in her little pink spotted blanket in either her mothers or her fathers arms sucking on her thumb or her bottle until she let her eyes drop and she would sleep for atleast 4 hours.

Both the children were amazing little ones. One thing me and Harry were most concerned about was the thing thta was going to happen today. We were going to take both the little ones out in the open air, In public and hopefully not see many fans that cold potentially hurt the children. I honestly doubt htey could hurt such little bundles of joy but were talking about the fans here. They would do anything just to get a glimpse or a snipet of the young children who Harry is currently wrapping up in their little blue an dpink blankets into the pushchair. We tried so hard to get a double pushchair for twins that they could both lie in but it was impossible so we went for 2 different but very simliar. Harry Offered to push one little one while i pushed the other.

I fastened up my new coat after pulling up a pair of my new skinny jeans. Lately ive been running and doing my usual excerise trying to get rid of all the baby fat that grew on the front of my stomach. To this day we still dont forget about the little one we lost just after a few hours of him being born. We never got to see him but he is always in my mind. Many questions go through my head each time i think about him. How would i cope with 3 children? Yes Harry isalways here giving me the support i need, telling me im a great mother and he is always there for feeding time at 3 oclock in the morning. He is always happy to get up at any time to rock the little ones to sleep and he is always there for me. But what if he wasnt. How would i cope then?

Those questions go through my mind each time and im alays thanking harry for sticking around.

Today was the day we were going looking for wedding venues. I had a few places in mind and we were hoping to travel back up north to Cheshire to have our wedding there. Its always best to have your wedding where you grew up.(A/N Is where im currently growing up so ;) )  Well thats what i think anyways. Cheshire always was a beautiful place to live in. The snow that lies on the hills, or the animals you can hear from the nearby farms or just the wya you can sit by your window thinking about anything you like as you sit in a warm house as the rain drop trickle down your window.

"Are you ready to leave Summer" Harry asked knocking me out of my thoughts. " Are you okay? You were deep in thought then. We dont have to take the little ones with us if you're worried about them. We can always asked louis or one of the other lads to look after them, if you're scared" He said wraping his arms around my wasit and turning my body to face him.

"Im fine, honestly. I was just thinking" I replied turning my lips into a smile. "About us. What would have happened if you weren't at the club harry. We would never had, had those beautiful children down there. My life would be completely different. I would just be sat at home trying to find a job that would earn me good enough pay aswell as studying for school work to try and get me a good job. I would be nothing like i am today and I am thankful you have changed me harry. I love you" I said before placing my lips on his which soon got disturbed by one individual that likes to cry. Gabe. Harry's lips turned into another smile before giving me another quick peck and running off to see to a crying Gabe.

I took one last look in my long bedroom mirror before taking small steps to the top of a staircase and hearing the crying die down. looking over the banister I saw my little baby wrapped up in his blue blanket swaddled in his fathers arms as harry rocked him back to sleep. His harmonial voice spread through my ears as he sung a song he sung every night to both Darcy and Gabe to get them to sleep.