HARRY STYLES ONE SHOTS!!!!

Drunk and alone

Description: you have Harry broke up 3 months ago . One random night you get a call from him.

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Y/N POV:
11:48 the clock reads. "Fuck" you silently say. You don't know why your still up you have a 12 hour shift and a exam tomorrow. You turn on your other side,and close your eyes, hopping you'll be able to fall asleep.

What feels like 15 minutes later you hear you phone buzzing. You grab your phone from your side table. "My love" your heart skips what feels like 10 beats. You never had to guts to change the name. You stare at it for a second. Why? Why? Why is he calling? Before you realize what your doing you've already clicked the answer button. "Shit shit shit" you say under your breath. "Harry?" "Y/N"
"Y/N please e e e forgive me" "I'm sorry y y"
"Harry are you drunk?" "No no I still love youu" he says muttering. "We're are you"
"The b-b-bench" "please forgive me e-e-e"
Suddenly you find yourself jump out of bed putting on your slides and grabbing your car keys. "Just stay there okay" "okay Y/N (nickname). You tear up from that. No one has ever called you that but him. No one has called you that in months.

After a 5 minute drive that felt like 30 seconds you see him. He's sitting on the bench. Your guys bench. The bench were he asked you to be his girlfriend. The bench were he gave you the promise ring that you still wear. You also never had to guts to take it off. You knew deep down that was more than just not wanting to take it off but you never accepted it. He sees you too. Y/N! He shouts. He runs up and hugs you.
Home.

You instantly regret everything. Answering you phone, talking to him,driving here. But you especially regret letting home hug you because it instantly feels like home. The thing you have been craving for 3 months. His warmth, his grip when he hugs and the compassion he puts in every. Single. Hug. "Y/N I'm so sorry" your suddenly met with the smell of alcohol on his breath."I miss you so much" " I didn't deserve you" "please forgive me"

"Come on" you say slowly guiding him back to your car. While helping him into the car when he's about to sit down he bumps his head against the top of the car. Same old Harry.
When you get into the driver side of the car you notice that he's crying. You look over at him and put your hand on his face.
Fuck
fuck
fuck
what the fuck am I thinking. It's too late now
"Harry it's okay don't cry baby"
"baby"
"baby"
what the fuck am I thinking. He falls onto the head rest just sobbing hasterically. Seeing him this hurt makes you tear up. You know you shouldn't but you still do it. He need to be comforted right now. So you wrap your arms around his whole body. He missed you, and you missed him.

The car ride home was silent. You didn't know where he lived beacsue he used to live with you but now after the breakup you didn't know. So you just brought him back to the flat. Once you put your car in park you take out the key and go over to Harry's side , he need help getting out of the car cause he is still absolutely plasterd.

Once your in the house your emotions finally got the best of you. Seeing him sitting on the couch we're he used to sit when you were a happy couple. Before all of the fights. Before all of the day of not speaking to each other. Before all of the rumors that spread about both of you

"Y/N" "please" he says hoping that you will come sit by him.
"I can't"
"Please I'm begging you"
"STOP HARRY I CANNOT AND YOU KNOW THAT" tears start falling down your face
"I'm sor-r-r" before he can even finish he starts bawling.
"No I'm sorry-y" you say rushing towards him
You sit next to him and wrap your arms around him
For the next couple minutes he lays his head in your chest.
You know you shouldnt let him. You know that the second he would ask you out again you would say yes. Even though you've worked so hard to say no. But you feel terrible,and don't know why you have such a sort temper. After a couple of minutes you don't hear the sniffles anymore. "We can talk in the morning okay love" "you can sleep in my bed tonight I'll sleep out here"
"no I'll sleep out here you deserve your bed" "okay" so you quickly get up and go get a pillow and blanket
"Here you go"
"Thanks Y/N"
"I'm gonna go upstairs"
"Y/N I'm sorry" "I'm so sorry for everything"

You truly do know he's sorry. Just the way he looks when he says it. He didn't mean to push you away like he did. He didn't mean to ingore you.And mostly he didn't mean to kiss that girl.

"I know Harry "
"everything is still in the same place if you need anything"

It hurts know he's in the house that you once shared. The house that was once full of hugs,kisses, and laughter. The house that was always filled with sings, happy cries,and happiness. The house that was full of love. But it soon turned into a house full of 2 unloving people. A house filled with anger,resentment, and hatred. A house that was never quiet but for all of the wrong reasons like screaming matches and fights all day and night.

You text Cassie hoping she can fill in for your shift tomorrow.

Hey sorry I know it's late but can you cover my shift tomorrow?

Oh shit sorry I forgot your off never mind

Hey it's fine I can fill in. I'm always looking for extra money lol. What's up?

He's back
Harry's back

Oh no why?
What did he say? Are you guys back together?

No no we're not back together
He drunk called me and was crying I picked him up and now he's downstairs.

But I have to go deal with this and him thanks so much for filling in your the best

Anytime text me if you need anything else!!!!

3:23 the clock reads. You can't sleep again.
You feel guilty, angry, upset, hopeful, and every other emotion that has ever existed. You know it's wrong but you want him here with you. In your guys bed. You've always missed his warmth that is there when he's laying in the bed. The cuddles, the little kisses that he always give you when he thinks your asleep. You miss him.

You slowly walk down the stairs it's pitch black and you can't see anything. "Harry" you say quietly bending down next to the couch. He looks so sad. So peaceful though. "Harry" you say a little louder. Suddenly he wakes up "What's wrong" he lookes concerned.
"Come upstairs please"
"Are you su-"
"Yes please"

Walking up the stair with him felt great. You didn't relize how much those little things actually ment to you. You get in the bed first then he follows. He seems scared like he doesn't want to do anything wrong. He still doesn't come near you in bed. So instead you go over by him. You wrap your arms around im his bear chest. He scotched over closer to you. Then he starts to wrap his arms around you but he looks at you to get re assured. You missed this. You missed him. You missed everything from the small things like the midnight walks you guys used to take to the cuddles at night.
The second I was in his grasp I was able to fall asleep

SOOOO HOW DO WE FEEL????
This definitely wasn't the best and there is so much room for improvement on my part. But there will be a part 2 very very soon!!!!!
TYSMM FOR READING I HOPE YOU ENJOYED!!!!!