Who would've thought that this would've happened? Who knew that I'd fall for him? The mains I've got now are the best. I love these guys and I'd do anything for them after all they're all my best friends! Without them who knows where I'd be. I'm glad that I met them. They've dragged me out of the darkness they kept me happy. They are the cause of my happiness and they're the reason I'm holding on and hanging in there. They're the reason why I'm still living.
My overthinking disappears when I'm with them. I am free to be myself around them. I don't have to change up personalities just to make them happy they love me for the person I am. I can't believe I was so blind and put my trust in the wrong ones. I can't believe I was blinded by love and didn't see any flaws in Xenix. I knew I couldn't be myself around him. I always had to act somewhat perfect around him otherwise I'd feel like I'm being judged by him.
I haven't had a breakdown ever since the fight had gotten to me. I haven't wanted to scream and cry all day long. I guess that just proves I've moved on and I'm passed that. I guess I don't have any feelings for Xenix. I'm so relieved that everything is over. I'm happy that my friendships with them came to and end. It's scary how love can blind people and manipulate people into thinking that the person they truly liked was a good person when they weren't actually a good person. I can't believe I was so stupid enough to believe that he was decent I blame myself for this.
At least with the friends I have now they pulled me out of that dark place I was in. They dragged me out of darkness and told me it's not worth being in that dark place just because of what? just because of some people I used to consider my friends who turned out toxic?! At least I have better friends and that's all I need.
I love these guys and I have no idea where I'd be without them. They bring me light. They treat me as if I was an important member of the group. They're my real friends. I mean yeah some might live a long distance away but they are close by in my heart. They were always there for me and they care about me. They're my motivation to keep going they're my best friends. They're very loyal and great I could never ask for a better friend group. They're the ones I should keep forever an never stop talking to. I would do anything to protect them! I love these guys.
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It's Always Been You Book 3 New start
عاطفيةAbigail who is just an average teenager falls for a guy she met online through her mom He had dragged her out of the dark hole she was in feeling bad and regretting the past. Does he like her back? Will something happen? Read to find out. Enjoy the...
