the story of raviva{editing while still writing}

the story of raviva

[hello everyone that has read my book <3, as you can see i have deleted all chapters.my book was extremely messy.no one understood what was going on. i take writing very seriously and for me to right a sloppy book is just disapointing.but um atleast this is a fresh start and tthe book will be much better i hope !,leggo.}

skin~rihanna

positive.the little stick i just pissed on a couple minutes ago said positive.so this meant a baby was  growing inside me at this moment.i never thought i would be the one though.i always emagined one of the popular careless females at this school would be the one.the one to be careless at a party or something.the one to go crazy and be sitting in these stalls.staring at a positive pregnancy test.i tasted salty water at the corner of my mouth. i hadnt realized i was crying. i wiped my tears away. i could be strong.i told myself.i took a deep breath and threw away the pregnancy test.im going to go to the doctor.i bit my lip until it bleed to keep myself from crying.i pulled my hoody over my head and began walking out of the bathroom."hey viva."nathaniel said to me as he walked with me.i slightly smiled at him."whats wrong?"he asked."nothing." i whispered."what did i say about lying?"he questioned.i rolled my eyes."and wat did i say about treating my like a kid?remember your the boyfriend not the daddy.play your role."i simply said to him doing a hand gesture to make it seem as if i had an attitude."tell me whats wrong then?stop denying that your not okay.jesus how many walls do i have to break to get thru that thick scull of yours?"he said while puting his hands in his hair.i gasped and covered my mouth."oh so you think  im stubborn?"i questioned.i rased my hand and smacked him across his face.i spun on my heel an strolled to math class.

"that was quite a show you put on out there with nathaniel"she paused and put a smirk on her face.here it comes."which gives him another reason to leave you."samantha giggled and put her gucci on the floor.i breathed thru my nose deeply."thats quite a show your push up braw is putting on right now."i paused to see her eyes widen.then i continued."your boobs are pressing so hard together they will become one in a matter of seconds."i said while smiling inoccently.the look on her face was priceless.i guess you could say ive been through alot more than any human should have to.and its not really a time to be laughing at someone because of my situation.but there will never be a day when me and samantha reid dont go head to head.shes not popular.shes not lame.but she hates me.so i guess the feeling is mutual.i grabbed my messenger bag and walked to the back of the room.i didnt have time to think about peasants like samantha.i have a baby to think about.

"are you sure your pregnant?"my 20 year old brother asked me for the fourth time.i rolled my eyes at him."yes jason.doctors dont lie."i replied in a duh tone."rudeness is never the key raviva.if you wanna live with me i suggest you be a little more nicer."he said.i shrugged.after coming from the doctors and having time to think i decided that i would go ask jason if i could move out of my bitter step dad and grumpy mothers house and moved in with him.he lived like a king.he has loved me since my birth, and has rased me since our father died.i shifted uncomfortably trying to not have that flash back again. thank the good lord that jason had snapped me out of my thoughts."so did you tell nathaniel he's gunna be a father?"he questioned.i bit my lips nervously and looked at the floor.when i looked up at jason he gave me a lopsided grin."Well...uhh...not exactly you see...."

{firsst chapter accomplished and this was pretty good if i do say so myself and i do.anyway bye love the ones that take the time to read this}