Jayla -I was at the club with normani and desiree and I feel eyes on me but I can't figure out who's and that was really bothering me. I'm gonn try to ignore it but this is the exact reason why I hate clubs. my friends dragged me over here to get my mind off my ex kehlani. she cheated on me for the 5th time and im fr done this time. she always doing this stupid shit. I'm out tryna shop for her to surprise her bc she just came back, whole time this bitch fucking someone else in the bed we sleep in TOGETHER. she had me tight. was bouta beat her and the hoe ass, who eva she was . got me mad just thinking about it
"girl wassup w u ??" desiree asked. she was my bestfriend since kindergarten so she knows me so well, to movement to emotion. that's my bitch fr.
"just paranoid ." i answered honestly bc there's no point of tryna lie.
"don't be worried about that bitch. she lost a real one ." desiree said.
"i agree, bitch. let's get turnt !!!" normani said with her crazy ass.
"not toooo turnt now, i still gotta man."
"LAMEEE" normani said, finishing her drink off walking to the dance floor.
"best, i know u hate clubs and shit but, you gotta get out of your lil depressing thing you got going , this ain't the jayla i know."
"but dessi, i loved her."
"i know fren. i know. y'all were good for eachother, but not everything lasts. "
"you right , you right. i'm finna go get lit!!" i said chugging my glass of henny and going to the dance floor tryna find normani crazy ass.
i finally found her and we started dancing to body by megan, her lil situation. she started shaking ass so i started hyping her up then, i ended up starting to shake ass too. desiree came over to us hyping us up too. the song went off and we continued to dance until i felt arms wrap around my waist.
"why u playin wit me, Mulan?" someone whispered in my ear. i instantly knew who tf it was too. Kehlani Ashley motherfuckin Parrish.
"it's Jayla to you and get the fuck off me bro"
"nah cuz why you out hea shaking ass for err body to see?" girl it ain't even no one out here .
"be so fr. aint no one here . "
"okay but still, you only supposed to be shaking ass for me." i seen desiree and normani dipped to give us some space so now i'm here on my own. we do this all the time. i mind as well prepare.
"nah, the only person who should be shaking ass for you is the other girl i caught you fucking in our bed with, im done kehlani. i was serious. now move on with your life. you always doing this shit i swear yo." i said walking out the club, not caring to even tell normani or dessi or to get my purse, oh fucking well. i hear kehlani following me, calling my name but i ignore her.
she finally caught up to me and i really did not wanna hear it.
"Jayla just hear me out."
"mmhm"
"Jayla im serious ."
"sure you are."
"JAYLA MULAN TAYLOR JUST LISTEN."
"fine, you don't gotta scream at me."
"I came back from london, heard you was fucking with someone else and i believed it so i fucked her to get back." i don't know if i should believe her. who even was the girl?
" who is she."
"who is who?"
"the girl."
"see ion even know, i found her in the grocery store not gon lie to u."
"did you at least get her name?"
"maria, marisa, some shit. but that doesn't matter," kehlani spoke, getting closer to me. i'm not gonna back up bc she gonna get closer again and again until i stop, tried that already, last time.
"why doesn't it matter?"
"because, i want you, jayla. not any of them other girls."
"that's not what you make it seem like, kehlani." i said semi yelling.
"well it's because im always hearing these things about you or i get drunk, very drunk and do sum i might regret. but at the end of the day, i still want u." now that right there, sound like some straight up bull shit.
"well if you gon believe everything you hear and not be responsible with your drinking, maybe 1, you don't want me fr and 2, you should stop drinking. and i don't wanna hear it no more, im done." i said trying to walk off but got grabbed by my wrist.
"i wasn't finished. " she started yelling, this mother fucker crazy.
" jayla mulan taylor , i loveeee u and if you don't want me to drink nomo, then i won't, if you don't trust me to be on business trips, you gon come wimme. all i want is for you to be happy with me, no one else." she said not even looking at me , this bitch lying like hell.
"you don't love me kehlani, especially if you be fucking bitches on business trips that probably aren't even business trips."
"what? i don't fuck anyone while i'm on a business trip. see nowww you just tryna argue."
"well i never said i don't trust you on business trips so where did that come from?"
"..."
"SEE. IM DONE WITH YOU. LET ME TF GO." she shook her head no.
"kehlani, i will scream stranger danger. do NOT try me." after i said that, she let right go. i walked to my car and went home.
once i got home i changed and got comfortable. i was done with her fr. she bought this ipad a couple weeks ago and she calling me from all types of numbers. so many numbers i can't block them all. she spamming me too. texting me shit like " bae please." " text me backkk" " unblock me"
"this hoe is Toxic with a capital T." i said to myself.
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why i actually kinda like this ?