Winter wonder land

It' started when my mom and dad started fighting it's was loud and scary and I wanted it to end but I know I would never be capable of that so I found a place deep down in my mind where I hide from the fear and the loudness and the anxiety that fills the rooms I'm in ,my mind gos to a place where it's quiet and soft it never ends the ground is flat but full and the sky never ends but falls with white flakes of snow and ash that crashes to the ground and sink into the fluffy ground blow. it's cold but it's glow is beautiful the snow grabs me it's powerful when I try to dig my self out it tunnels and falls and then I awake as I fall ,I fall like if I'm falling of the edge so I wonder why I don't sink but when I'm awake I see my skin turn from white to red the people standing around me saying it happened again they say my head fell back I turned pale I start to shake my eyes roll in my head... I wonder what will happen next time.