You are getting late". , Yn said to her husband Jungkook who was searching for his favourite grey tie he wears on special office meetings. "Stop acting like you care" , he mumbled loud enough for yn to hear, she didn't say anything and just walked away leaving a frustrated jungkook alone. Jungkook fell for yn when he saw her in a business party held by her father who is a shareholder in Jungkook's company. He immediately knew she was the one he wanted, he waited for some months and after that asked her hand for marriage, everything was well but the only problem was yn's nature for him. She was an introvert who spoke less, expressed her feelings less which made him think that she doesn't want him. He was a jolly person who wanted the same efforts from his wife but didn't get any which resulted in changing jungkook.
"I'm leaving" , Jungkook said without any emotions, he was leaving but suddenly yn held his hand "at least eat something" , she said hoping he would stay a bit more, don't go jungkook, stay a bit more, at least wish me a happy birthday. "I'll eat outside" , he yanked her hand and went away. Yn didn't say anything, nobody wished her again on this birthday. She put her hand on her tummy and thought, "at least I'll have you to celebrate my next birthday" . Yes, she was pregnant with Jungkook's child. She got to know about it last week but didn't have the courage yet to inform Jungkook, especially because of the way he is behaving these days. It hurted knowing Jungkook didn't wish her but sometimes we're just too used to disappointments that they don't even surprise us anymore. Her phone rang this time and her only close friend wished her. She was happy knowing at least one person remembers her birthday.
At jungkook's office
"Hey buddy" , Jimin said, patting jungkook's shoulder, "hyung" , jungkook hugged him. "Is everything fine?" Jimin asked, knowing his little brother. "Nothing is fine , it's yn's first birthday after our marriage. It has been more than a year since our marriage, still things are the same, Jungkook said, sighing. "Marriage doesn't mean that a person has to change for you jungkook." , Jimin said, trying to make the little one understand how it works. "She is an emotionless person hyung, there is no emotional intimacy between us, even if she is in pain she won't tell me , is it fair to me?" Jungkook said, finally breaking down in front of his hyung. "I'll leave her hyung , i can't be the only one who puts efforts" he said as Jimin just rubbed his back not knowing what to say.
Yn was preparing dinner when she heard the doorbell. She opened the door and as Jungkook entered and sat on the couch, she gave him water and sat next to him. "How was work?" She asked as Jungkook just nodded saying nothing. "Have I done something?" She asked , getting sad that Jungkook is behaving like that. Jungkook was already irritated by everything so he didn't reply and just got up from the couch leaving yn alone. Why is he behaving like that , she thought.
Jk pov
I'm tired of everything, I love her but what is she doing with me? I've tried opening up with her but she never does. In a relationship people cry and laugh together but she is behaving like it's not her birthday today. She is not willing to cry or laugh together, she was talking on a call with her friend about how she is worried about her father's health but why didn't she even once discussed her issues with me, she was crying alone while suffering from her period cramps, is it too difficult to ask for cuddles or emotional support. I never want her to suffer alone but why does she always suffer alone?
Yn pov
Maybe just like others , he has given up on me. , I wrote in my diary.
