Her Journey

Chapter 1 - Beginning Teen

2nd January 2014

I met him again ...

The guy who broke my heart last year...

We took the same bus ...

I'm crying on the inside..

It's been a year since I broke up with Benjamin we've dated for almost a year but he left me for another girl. Benjamin was the reason why I fooled around with two other innocent boys feelings. It was just too hard to get over him.

I was on my way to school , the first day of high school for me. I was hoping to avoid the rush hours and traffic jam to get to school on time. Unsure of the people I would meet on the first day , I just went to school dragging feets.

I swear I'm a cool kid , not lying but meet me after school you'd know .

But for some reason I was extremely nerd. I don't know maybe I decided to put on a good show for my new teachers? I went to school with a huge bag , fringe pinned and black spectacles. I actually got into some kind of trouble for the colour of my hair but it was fine. We headed for a school tour and some kind of lunch break thing. The canteens sold really good food. No lie but they really did. I was already sitting alone on my first day , imagine the rest of the year? I picked a seat , got myself a bottle of sweetened drink and burger and sat on my seat reading quietly. I heard the chair opposite me move , I looked up. Okay I swear I've seen this girl before. Okay yea she's my classmate (haha) she asked if it was okay to hang with me I just agreed and she sat with me and there was awkward silence for the rest of the time. I am a really shy person unless I know you well enough , then thats an exception!

Text Message : Ben

hey steph! i saw you earlier on , why did you look so dull? ya alright yea? i missed you !

which ex sends you this kind of text messages? i just deleted it and walked back to class anyway with my new ' friend '.

" so where do you stay ? " she suddenly asked ..

" far from school , it takes me around 45minutes to get to school ? " i replied

she was beautiful , she had long and thick hair that was really curly it looked dry. her smile was kinda weird but she's beautiful. i swear.

" I'm Prem , and let me guess you're Stephina ? " she said

I nodded and replied " Steph is fine too "

8th January 2014

I had the first camp ever in school. I met another girl, her name was Anastasia. She was beautiful too . Short , kinda bigger in size , black haired with a sweet smile . I envy people like her okay. I'm rather blessed and rather not. I was given with a rather fit , strong and good body shape I meant around the curves I work out a lot. I had a really beautiful face and soft hair. My eyebrows were almost perfect . I had really long lashes and big eyes too. But I was born with hair around my arms and legs almost like what a guy has after puberty but lesser but really visible and two huge rabbit tooth.

I hated myself for my flaws. But okay I'm blessed already .

Anastasia became my best friend and a buddy in field hockey.

She was cute and loyal I'd say. She stayed with me and we became best friends in less than a week. Trust me , she was my thing. She was rebellious like me but our rebelliousness was in low profile. She was like me , almost like a mirror.

Camp ended by 8Pm , by the time I reached home , it was already 9Pm , thank God is was a Friday and I could sleep late. I finally sat on my bed and got my phone and laptop out.

Anastasia is Online

Anastasia is Typing...

Anastasia : Hi Babe!

weird it's our first timeCHATTING online cause I don't think I ever gave her my number oh wait maybe I did? Okay haha

Steph : Hey!

Anastasia : Are you home? I've got something important to tell you!!

Steph : Sure go ahead! Yes I reached home :-)

Anastasia : You know how this guy from our level but he is in the weaker class named Jacob?

Jacob? Who is Jacob? I've never ever heard of him before. I never really talk to anyone except for the kids in my class

Steph : Nope. Who is he?

Anastasia : You know.. The guy with noodle hair and tanned?

Steph : Oh! I've seen him around before. Why?

Anastasia : YesYes!! I'd tell you a secret babe. Promise to keep it to yourself okay?

Steph : Okay ?

Anastasia is Offline

what the heck? I thought she had something to me about that Jacob guy or maybe something else? Never mind I'd just go to sleep anyway..