"Its official everyones on lockdown from now until they leave!" Clay yells from the chapel before slamming the door with all the guys inside
"Whats going on?" Paige asks
"Well it means we've got some work to do to shut the shop early, no one leaves here until their gone" Gemma explains before the two of us head to the office to make a few phone calls before shutting the gates to the shop
After we're done shutting everything down we head back into the bar where Lyla, Paige, Venus and Eve (who just got off work) are waiting for us. The chapel blinds are closed so we can't see in I hate not knowing what the plan is.
"You ok?" Lyla asks she knows about what happened
"I'll be ok I know that whatever they decide is for the best of the club" She comes over and gives me a hug
Going around the bar I make us some drinks to try and take my mind of whatever they may be talking about in there. We go to sit in the living area with our drinks, even though we're chatting I keep checking the clock until they come out an hour later. Juice comes straight for me pulling me up off the couch pulling me straight into a hug, the kisses to top of my head. When I pull away I look up meeting his eyes he gives me a small nod.
"Sorry honey its for the best" He whispers before leaning down to kiss me
"You guys have to what's best I know" Giving him a smile I pat his cheek
"Babe the hair has got to go" Running my hair over his over grown hair
"Whatever you desire my SAMCRO queen" He said rubbing my back
"Im only the princess for now" I sigh as we sit down on the couch
"You two are adorable" Lola looks over giving us a smile
"Shut up" Juice laughs
"Took me a long time to get him this way" We all laugh at that he pats my leg before going to join the guys at the bar
"Look I need to clear my head I'm going to sneak out if anyone asks I went to take a nap" I whisper to Lola
"You sure they said not to leave with ought someone?" Lola looked nervous
"I'll be fine this isn't my first rodeo plus I won't go to far from here" Patting her leg
Getting up I sneak by the bar to go change putting in my headphones I start playing my running playlist before sneaking out a security exit. Not even twenty minutes into my run while I'm distracted looking at an Oswald sign I bump into someone, making me fall flat on my ass.
"Sorry" Looking up I meet Johns gaze as he offers his hand I don't take it before pushing myself up
"I'd let you bump into me any day" He says closing the space between us
"Get fucked" With that I take a couple steps back
"Have your boys made a decision?" His voice is low
"It's not 7:30 yet is it?" Turning away I start my job back to the lot
"Only a few more hours now sweetheart" He yells
When I arrive back to the club house I try to sneak back in through the same emergency exit I went out of but of coarse they're all waiting for me with angry expressions on their faces.
"Where the hell did you go?" Yells Clay
"Out for a run" My voice comes out quiet
"A RUN! A run, you know fucking better then that to leave with ought one of us during a lock down" Hearing Chibs raise his voice at me makes me flinch
"All I wanted to do was clear my head" Trying to defend myself at this point was stupid
"Then you take a prospect with you" Said Tig
"You know neither one of them could keep up" No one laughs at my poor attempt at a joke
"Just don't do it again" Bobby says calmly before coming over to hug me
At exactly 7:30 like promised Alvarez and his crew are back in our parking lot the boys go outside to make the deal while we stay inside to clean up.
"Whats in that pretty little head of yours?" Lyla has a look about her when I turn around after stocking the fridge
"Oh nothin...Opie wants to have a kid" She blurts out
"...Really" It took me a second to register what she had truly said she nods
"How does that make you feel?" I ask
"I can't have another child but I don't know how to tell him that" She lets out a breath
"You just have to talk to Op he's really understanding"
We chat for a little longer until the guys comes back in the deal made at least I'd never have to see them ever again. For the rest of the evening we chat we decide to let Paige come work for us for some extra cash, so I'll be showing her the ropes tomorrow. Before Juice and I leave for the night I go out to double check everything when someone grabs my shoulder, making me jump.
"Sorry didn't mean to scare ya darlin' just wanted to see if you wanted to go for lunch tomorrow" He asks giving me his charming smile
"Ya of coarse just let me know a time tomorrow" For some reason I couldn't meet his eyes
"Are you ok?" He asks before lifting my chin to look at him
"Just peachy" I force out a smile
"Ok I'll let you have it for now" He kisses my cheek before he heads back inside and I go over to Juice on his bike
Getting over a trauma like that isn't easy but over the years I've learned to cope with it I've even done a little bit of therapy, only time can heal all wounds.
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Becoming his Old Lady (A Sons of Anarchy Story)
AléatoireElle beautiful, smart, funny and has always been known as the rich kid with the rich friends and had the most beautiful mansion. She loved it all up until highschool when the rebeliouse faze hit like a ton of bricks. She whiped her slate clean and g...
