Denial

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Dear Diary,

Kiara Summers.
This nasty fucking brunette-haired bitch with these ugly fucking vomit eyes has crossed this fucking line. The bitch irritates every inch of my goddamn ears. This babbling so-called "miss perfect" keeps bragging about her achievements and shoves everything she says in my mouth. I can't even tell if this girl is kind due to the tone of her voice or a fucking bitch because at the same time whatever she says she sounds so bitchy. She's being passive-aggressive she's a two-faced bitch who keeps stealing my life, well she only stole one thing from me and that was the boy I liked. AND WHEN THE BITCH GOT TOGETHER WITH HIM SHE DUMPED HIM AND HE MOVED SCHOOLS. I SWEAR TO FUCKING GOD SHE—

"What you got there sweetie writing about your crush? "
I jumped, this bitch came out of know where.
But like new? I'M NOT WRITING ABOUT MY CRUSH. This bitch was literally behind me while her long mother fucking hair was literally at my goddamn stupid so-called diary.
"Fuck off bitchara"
(Do you know because bitch + Kiara = bitchara?? PLEASE LAUGH I PUT A LOT OF THOUGHT INTO THE NICKNAME
-Author)
I closed my notebook immediately before she could even lay her eyes and hands on it.

"Awh someones writing a big secret in their notebook aren't they? "
"Shut up. " She went in front of me and then sat down.
"Sweetie you know if you want to tell me something I'm always here.. " she lifted my chin which made me lose my breath. I blushed wait why am I blushing to get your soft, slender, pretty, long nails and—
Brain shut the fuck up WHY AM I THINKING THIS.

"I-i.. " my brain just shut down I became i fucking blushing mess. I'll just gaslight my brain to thinking I blushed because I thought it was my boyfriend.
"Hm~ you look so cute blushing sweetheart~"
I snapped and just took her hand away and calmed down.
"You're so fucking annoying. "
She rolled her eyes and smiled weirdly at me. I sighed and walked away from the table.
I swear.

Kiara Pov:

She's just so cute.
I wish she would just admit she has feelings for me.
But don't worry sweetheart, I'll follow you until you realize you love me back.

Actually no. Just admit you have feelings for me and kiss me already. Be my girlfriend and I would treat you better than your douchebag boyfriend. I'll treat you like a queen.

I'd shut my eyes just so that you'll be the last person I'd see. I'd kill myself for you. Please just love me already. Why can't you see I'm the one for you? If you will be the one to kill me, I'd be honored to be the one to die in your hands. I'd just fall harder if you would do that.

I'll beg on my knees just for you to love me.
I'd kill everyone just so that it will be only we left in the world.
I would dedicate my whole life, future, and soul to you.
Please just love me. Oh, wait you already do.
A simple thought though. I wonder what she would sound like moaning my name.
Hmm guess I could find out later in the future, oh well I'm gonna go to the cafe now~

How hi your there!
I didn't notice you sorry I'll chat with you while I'm walking to the cafe!
By the way, what's your favorite drink?
Oh, that's great my personal favorite is caramel latte since it's also Ruby's favorite,
Anyways I'm gonna talk about the backstory of me and ruby!
Well first off I'm just talking in my head but since I'm a narcissistic elegant lady who knows everyone loves me I pretend to talk in my head!

(Actually, I'm an insecure bitch who's trying to be confident but also at the same time knows I'm gorgeous as hell)

Anyways for starters I and ruby met back in freshmen when we "liked" the same guy.
I didn't like him well I thought I did but I was just craving Ruby's attention. So after when the delusional guy got with me I realized it and dumped him. The guy took it way too seriously when he seriously threatened to kill himself if I dumped him. Like dude, you think I care about your life??

I don't know where the guy is now but I heard he's now a drug dealer. Kinda hilarious to be honest I thought he would be a jobless dude who plays games 24/7. But kind of creepy how he's a drug dealer at the age of I don't know I just know he's in his junior year, same as me!

It's only been two months since I started my junior year and I was dreading Ruby during the summer break that I couldn't study much. But since I start even if I don't study I still got full scores on every test~

Anyways I'm at my cafe now, it was nice talking to you have a great day!
I'll make sure to update you when something good happens in this story~

Ruby pov:

Stupid Kiara stupid book stupid everything. UGHHH
SHE'S SO GODDAMN ANNOYING.
I SWEAR TO FUCKING GOD WHO DOES SHE THINK SHE IS.

"How do I look, Ruby? "
"You look gorgeous as usual I thought you were an angel for a moment when I saw you~"

LIKE BITCH HAD THE AUDACITY TO JUST COME AT ME AND ACT ALL—

"With Ruby, you're so kind!
I can't live without you !!
But you don't have to lie though. I know I look ugly.."
"How could you say that Rebbeca?!
You're like a goddess if I were your crush I'd be lucky to have someone like you like me~"

AND THIS FUCKING BITCH HAD TO ACT ALL KIND AND LOVING AND PERFECT WHEN SHE'S NOT. SHE'S A SELF-CENTERED BITCH WHO KEEPS GETTING WHAT SHE WANTS—

"Oh yeah Rebbeca that also looks good on you, you should get that~

Me and Rebbeca were just picking out outfits for her date and yes a little time skip but school just ended. She was so fussy and kept overthinking when she didn't need to. This guy was already falling head over heels for her. If she showed up in a bigger outfit it would just make him love her even more.

But anyways I have no time to talk Rebbeca just started crying on the floor.

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Hey, it's me the author, I hope you enjoy the story it's kind of my first time writing enemies to lovers story so yeah😭.

I hope y'all will enjoy this story~

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⏰ Last updated: Jan 01, 2023 ⏰

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