Comfort Seekers

Jealousy

It's a new year, new day.
Everyone is dancing on streets.
People are playing loud music.
They are laughing happily.

And I'm annoyed.
I'm so angry.
I want the peace.

Why is everyone so happy?

What is the point in celebrating this?

Anyways we are gonna die faster.
We are aging.
And the new year tells you that one year ended of your life.

Then why are these people laughing?

It's noisy.

It's disturbing me.

Why?

Why?

Then I understood that I'm simply jealous of them.
I'm envious.

Because people are actually happy and I'm not.