I don't get it, anymore. Everything that has happened, still not sure if it real or was it just in my head.
Maybe someone can tell me, what's next? Was I a fool hoping something can change it did but at what cost. Yes he made me lose myself but then made me found myself in him. I was desperate, trying to escape from my own darkness of aloneness.
Emotions display without any understanding only I can sit with my own faults, no-one can save me other than myself cause I started this.
The fault of being alone is that I got used to it, I fall in love with him, who said sweet lies to me, I knew it was wrong but I didn't care, the feeling he keep me was enough to chase the aloneness away.
Could it be I'm too damaged?, Maybe but his touch, his scent, his thoughts was my comfort. His darkness took me, mold me to become his only, no-one can convince me,I know it sick but if only you can understand maybe than you will get that I live for him.
Maybe after this you will understand why end up the way I did, why he become my devotional.
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Her Devotional
Mystery / ThrillerI thought he could stop the voices in my head but he only made them his to control. Just give it a try. It not that bad, I think. Pics aren't mine.
