she was never supposed to fall for him

That evening 🌆

HiI'm Pacific, you must be thinking how casual intro I'm hereto tell you my side of my love story. I was in my car coming back after my rehearsals for our event I saw a notification on Instagram from an id named Joseph. I saw that notification and closed my phone and had my chocolate.
      After some time i opened his dm and texted him back the text said 'do you like BTS?'I replied with a 'yes' and from that day our talks started and continued.
     He used to text me and i replied him daily, now the evening became ours.But i wanted to hear him see him,but whenever I asked for he gave excuses like 'my throat is not well ' or 'lights are off i can't turn them on and send u my pic.'
      But i remained calm i was like okay i used to send him voice messages rather than texts even though my throat was also not well in hopes that he'll reply me back in voice messages too but no.
  One day i forced him to send a voice message he was 'aaah what should I say?' I said 'do whatever i just want to hear you.' maybe that was the time....
     He told me that he has fallen for me he loves me but I never loved him back and never showed my love towards him. Then we shared our phone numbers. We texted eachother, I still remember the first time he sent me his at night in red t-shirt.He told me he has this birth mark on his left eye and he hates that but i didn't hated that.
        He hated calls and voice messages alot and don't even think of a vedio call.One day he asked me that 'what do you prefer calls, texts or vedio calls?'I answerd 'I prefer calls cuz there we can express our emotions no misunderstandings no toxicity no hate just u and me talking and healing eachother with our voices' Next day he called me.
       But I was a cold blooded human,I didn't expressed single love feelings to him. We used to call in evening and now those evenings were named as "Joseph's Pacific" but not "Pacific's Joseph."
            Every evening he called me and then talked for hours and loved eachother as a soul I told him I don't believe in relationships but SOULMATES 💫 is real. We talked alot but i used to give the summary of my entire day.and he simply laughed.
      I knew that he fell for me but I think I was falling harder for him.

But obviously i never told him but deep down I knew I was falling....
But I never told him.