Pedri's POV -5 days later- I arrive at the Training Center and go straight to the Dressing Room i hear my Mates talking. As i get inside everyone gets silent " Why are yall quiet out of nowhere" Ansu laughs and smacks a Magazine on the Table I see me and Maya on the Cover "So want to explain us why you were out with her Yesterday even tough you had to be here for training" i look at Ansu and then over to Gavi "Yeah you said you were sick guess making out with her is more important than winning this fucking Championship" i look shocked at Gavi my own best friends is against me "Guys it's only one day chill" Gavi laughs "Don't worry mate your banned for the next game" I am speechless i leave the Training Room and go home.
I turn on the TV and try to calm myself. I get quite a few texts from Maya but i ignore them. My Phone is ringing and i see Gavi's name i pick up. „Hey Gavi" i wait for his response „Hey Uhm The final is tomorrow you're banned" My heart sinks at the thought not being able to play the final „Gavi why what can i do to play you know how important this Game for me is!" Gavi sighs and says „They said you can only Play if you end things with her.." I am speechless „No i can't do that you know how much i love her" a little tear forms in my Eye „i know mate but this is the only way" I hang up and throw my phone across the floor, this can't be this can't why are they making me do that.
A/N I recommend listening to Adele Love in the Dark to this Part of the Story❤️
I text Maya to meet me at the Park in 10 minutes. On my way to the Park im nervous this just dosen't feel right but my Career is rising and i need to show everyone who I am. As i enter the Park i see her running to me I hug her i feel sorry that this will probably be our last hug „I missed you babe" her soft smile appears oh her smile im not ready to tear it apart. I give her a kiss on the forehead and we go on a walk. „So Love I've gotta say something it's so hard for me but" her eyes instantly focus on me „You know i love you so so much but loving someone can prevent someone from Important things in their life" she looks at me „Pedri what do you mean what are you trying to say" i swallow hard and say „ We have to end things between us you're an distraction to me i can't do this anymore" her eyes begin to water „No No no you can't do this i love you i need you!" her words rip me apart „Please tell me you're lying don't do this to me" her voice breaks and she's full of tears „I just can't do this anymore you're distracting me just understand that!" i never raised my voice before on her she looks at me shocked i feel sorry i hate doing this to her „you can't leave me please please" i give her a last kiss on the forehead „im sorry love" and walk away. As i walk tears start falling down my emotions get to much and i fall on my Knees and burst out in tears i can't believe i just gave up my little angel.
-1 day later-
Im in my apartment getting ready. I can't find my Hoodie i pull out a drawer and the first thing i see is a Polaroid of us both, Tears form in my eyes again i miss her
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I take the Polaroid and slightly smile at it. „Oh my little angel im so sorry" i wipe my tears away and put the Polaroid back. I take all my things and get out i walk to the stadium all i see is her she's everywhere her face from the moment i left her i won't ever forget it ever.
I arrive at the Stadium and greet everyone. My Mates greeted me and i sat down put on my headphones And listened to my favorite song (24 horas by Eslabon Armado). I got ready for the Game and went out for the Warm Up, i looked over at the place where she used to sit it's empty only Marta is here to support Raphinia. I totally focused on the game.
-After the Game- „Great job guys and great job Pedri thanks to you we won!!!" we all celebrated our win. „how about we go and celebrate" i agreed to Xavi's idea and we all went to a Club to celebrate. I was Sitting there with bunch of women's trying to get me to make out with them. One of them came closer to me I stood up and went away all i could see was Maya every Girl in here was Maya. I went out of the Club and went straight home.
I decided to write an anonymous letter to Maya so i can let out my thoughts
My Love Oh Maya you probably left the City i can't seem to find you anymore. My Love My Love where ever i am i only see you oh could i just turn time back and never ever hurt you. My Love i do everything to not miss you Everything not to fall for you Everything just to notice someone else but love i only see you. During the day I hated you and ignored you, while at night, I admit, I still waited for you to appear out of nowhere and say how sorry i am my love.
te quiero mi amor
I pack the letter up and drop it off at her place later that day.
„Oh my Love im so sorry" i wipe my tears away after dropping the letter off at her place
