Running Away

part 1

Dean pushes Castiel away
"How could you do that! You knew it would be a bad idea Cass!" Castiel started shakeing as Dean's voice grew louder. He was used to people yelling at him, but he wasn't used to Dean doing it.
"Dean.."
"No I've had enough from you! I hope I never see you again. Your just bad luck!"
"Dean I made a mistake-"
"You always make a mistake Cass! You should of died instead of being brought back." Castiel felt tears clouding his eyes. How could Dean tell him this? Dean storms out and slams the door. The ex-angel jerked at the loud noise.

Sam looks up from his computer as he heard a loud bang. He walked out his room only to see a frustrated Dean marching down the hallway. The younger brother stops him from walking any further.
"Hey hey, what's going on?"
"Cass is what's going on!"
"Dean don't yell at him, you know he isn't what he used to be."
"I don't care!"
"Dean please. He's being hunted by angels and needs us now more than ever."

Castiel ran out the bunker. Dean didn't want him here so what was the point in staying? The world around him seemed to spin.. spin faster than usual. He failed to notice a branch that was sticking out from the ground forcing him to fall forward.

Sam tilts his head
"Dean for the love of god please just apologise to Cass!"
"God has nothing to do with this Sammy!"
"Dean." Dean glanced up at Sam
"I would rather see him rot in hell." He pushes his brother out the way then continues walking. Sam's jaw dropped from the words that escaped Dean's mouth. He didn't really mean that.. right?

Castiel turns onto his back, he didn't even bother standing up. What was the point? He had failed everyone.. more importantly he failed Dean. This isn't even the first time he has done something like this. Why does he mess up so much. Castiel hears sticks breaking causing him to sit up in alert. He knew it wasn't just an animal. It was something else. Or someone. Cass uses a nearby tree to hoist himself up so he could take a good look at where he is. He doesn't even remember the direction he came from. Was he... Lost? No.. Angel's can't get lost. But he's no angel. Not anymore..

Gabriel was laying on his bed with his head laying over his hands. He was relaxed finally. That was until he had a funny feeling. He doesn't ever get funny feelings. He couldn't egnore it. He had to find out what was wrong.The archangel stood up from his bed and looked outside. Was it raining? He looks up then dissapeared.

Castiel got anxious as he heard someone running in his direction. He doesn't usually feel these emotions but ever since he became human they are really taking impact on him.
Before Castiel could run he was tackled to the ground. Cass grunted as his back impacted with the mud. An arm was resting on his kneck, pinning him to the floor. His eyes opened and he could finally tell who was ontop of him. This can't be real?.... Uriel.. Uriel was ontop of Castiel.. but Anna killed him? The hell? Uriel smiles at Cass
"Finally I get my revenge." Uriel takes out his angel blade and places it on Castiel's chest. He pushed down a bit not yet enough to break the skin.
"Any last words Cassie boy?" Castiel used his free arm to try and push Uriel off. Futile attempt as the angel didn't budge.
"Let my brother go!" Uriel's head turns to the left "I thought you were dead." Gabriel?
"And I thought you were dead." Castiel used this chance to try getting Uriel off him. All that did was piss him off. Uriel stabbed the blade into Castiel's side. He screams in pain as Uriel ripped the blade back out. Castiel's vision got blurry as he started panicking.
Gabriel runs to Uriel and tackles him off.

~castiel pov~
"And I thought you were dead" was that Gabriel? Why was he protecting me? I don't deserve to be pretected.
Pain.
I felt a sharp pain in my side makeing my eyes widen. Why was there a sharp pain.. did he.. did he stab me? Shit. I can feel the blood starting to soak into my shirt. I can't breathe. I'm struggling to breathe. I can't see straight. Am I panicking? I felt Uriel was taken off me but at this point I don't care. I had only observed how people panick as they are injured and never really experienced it myself. Am I going to die? Is this my punishment? My eyes start to feel heavy. My body goes limp as the world turns dark.

~time skip~
I felt the sharp pain again. I thought it was gone. I thought I was gone. I slowly open my eyes but the light in the room blinded me makeing me shut them again. I felt a hand placed on my forehead. Who is that. I force my eyes open and saw a blurred figure looking down at me. I recognise this figure.
"You're awake, are you feeling ok?" Gabriel. That was Gabriel's voice. I blink a few times and get my vision back. It was Gabriel. Why was he here? Gabriel smiles as he notices I was looking at him
"Hey bro. Are ya hungry?"

~end of pov~
Gabriel takes his hand off Castiel's head and smiles
"Hey bro. Are ya hungry?" Castiel tried sitting up so he could have a better look at what was going on but the sharp pain in his side made him lay back down. Gabriel placed a hand on Castiel's chest "hey hey stay down. Here let me heal you-" Castiel grabs Gabriel's wrist to stop him.
"No... I.. I deserve this."
"Cass don't say that, now let me heal you.. please. I don't like seeing you hurt." Castiel thought for a second then let go of Gabriel's wrist so he could heal him. Gabriel placed his two fingers on his little brother's forehead and shut his eyes.

Sam paces back and forth
"We lost Cass. We lost him because you yelled at him."
"How would I know he would run away?"
"Because he's human! He's like a child! You yell at him and he would want to run away! We are supposed to be protecting him! He could be dead.. or worse!"
"We could call him"
"I've tried. Countless times! Just stop taking your anger out on him."
"...fine. but how are we going to find him?"
"We could try Crowley? Maybe he has something up his sleeve?"
"Hello boys."

To be continued......