Is There Ever a Last of our Fears?

Family First

I force a smile across my face, and I know Toby's doing the same. Marcey and Shiloh sit oblivious at the table gobbling down the pancakes and waffles. I know they're happy that the house isn't chaotic all time, not always breaking into fights like we used to. Really, those fights only made us stronger. But anyway that's not the point. I've been talking to Toby lately, and we both know that our family isn't complete... We have two very beautiful girls, but the thing is, we're missing our first. We should have three beautiful girls. I always dream of when that time finally comes. To have Blaire back in our house where she should be. The idea of her being dead makes me shudder.
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The thought of it can't be kept inside. I know we've lived without her for a very long time, but that doesn't matter. My expression must of flooded out onto my face because soon my girls looked at me worried.

"What's wrong mom?" Shiloh asks

"I'm fine, I promise." I lie. The last thing I want is my kids worrying about me. "Just tired."

They don't look like they bought it, but they just continue eating their breakfast, thankfully.
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Toby's pov
Seeing Tuesday like that makes me sick. I didn't think she'd be worried about Blaire so suddenly, since it's been a long time of the past. If I had to face Zalgo to get my baby back, I will, especially about how Tuesday acts now days. I guess Blaire won't be a baby anymore. She'll be all grown up. That doesn't mean she doesn't deserve to come back into the world. Better late then never.
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Woah. Woah. Get ahold of yourself Toby. How the hell am I supposed to get my baby back from a demon? This is gonna take a looonng time, if it's even possible. We're gonna need a lot of planning time, and a lot more Pastas

A/n~ sorry you guys!!! I'm not the best writer, just a girl who loves disenchanted____'s stories of creepypasta. This is my first time writing and I'm not sure how I did.. Probably not that good but whatever thanks for reading