Jenna Ortega: Imposter Syndrome Ig?

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If i mess up here i an sorry. I am not really familiar with this and i don't really understand exactly what is it. I hope i made it right.

Y/n pov

I have been dating Jenna for a few weeks now. Of course she confessed because i was thinking she could not love someone like me. I was never thinking that i could be good enough for her, i still think that. But i accepted her confession because, well, i love her, of course.

I lay on her couch looking at my phone and writing wrong things about myself that i need to fix so i won't forget when suddenly i feel arms around me.

Jenna:Hey Babe, what you doing?

Y/n:Uhh, umm, nothing important

Jenna:Okay but if there is something wrong tell me

Y/n:Yeah yeah

I say that as i continue looking at my phone trying to find ways to improve myself.

Jenna:You know what, i can do this anymore

Oh shit, she is breaking up with me. I knew i was working on myself too slow. I try to act clueless like i don't know what is she talking about.

Y/n:What do you mean?

Jenna:Come on, it's obvious, you are cheating on me, aren't you?

Y/n:Cheating on you? I would never do that

Jenna:But you are always on your phone and barely talk to me

Y/n:I swear i am not cheating on you

Jenna:Then why are you on your phone so much?

Y/n:...

Jenna:I knew it....Am i not good enough for you?

Y/n:Of course you are! Just...look and see yourself what i am doing

I give her my phone. I already feel regret. She will see how pathetic i am. Needing the internet to improve myself. I sound like a fool.

Jenna:Y/n...what is this?

Y/n:You want the truth? I know i am not good enough, i try to change in better but i just fail. I know i don't deserve you, you deserve someone better who is actually good at everything they want to do

Jenna:But Y/n, you are good enough

Y/n:No i am not, don't lie to me

She grabs my face and gets me closer to her.

Jenna:Listen to me, you are the best person in the world

Y/n:But look at me, i never tried to make a move because I thought i will never have a chance with you, you had to confess

Jenna:And when cares, i love you

Y/n:But i am-

Jenna:No no, i don't want to hear you say something like you are doing mistakes in many things. I don't care about mistakes, i do mistakes too, but we get over them, i took you with mistakes and i don't regret anything

Y/n:I gues...

Jenna:And you love me with my mistakes too, right?

Y/n:Jenna, you don't even have mistakes. You are perfect

Jenna:In your eyes i am, just like you are in my eyes. I can't see your mistakes. You don't have to be the perfect person in the world, you already are the best person for me

Y/n:Yeah, i see....

Jenna:Good

She then suddenly hugs me tight without any warning.

Jenna:And please don't be so cold like this again, it really hurts you know. I thought you love someone else

I hear her voice holding not to cry.

Y/n:Yeah, i am sorry, i'll be better next time

She starts to cry on my shoulder.

Jenna:Don't say it like that, you don't have to be better you are good enough. And please love me and show me affection, i am your girlfriend, you should do this. You want to be better? Then hug me and kiss me showing the love i need

Y/n:Whatever you want

Jenna:I love you

Y/n:I love you too

Okay this chapter sucks

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