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Hi Naomi "hey"so guess who was talking about you in third period who  keelie I sighed no matter how many times I told her I don't like keelie anymore she doesn't buy it just then she walked by with her group the people we both used to be friends with but they chose her just giggling acting like I didn't exist whatever it's just a high school relationship I had they NEVER last she is the one who turned me bi then dumped me over text didn't even call me just oop done then dated a guy a day later I absolutely hate this emo u therrrrree um yep sorry u ok yea just spaced out so I absolutely love your eyeliner today thx np ask anyone I am the emo of our group thick eyeliner heels all black always wearing a beanie but emo is not just a style its a persona my music is emo my brain is emo it came with all the lovely things like depression panic attacks odd anger issues and the terrible feeling like your never enough you always have to be there for fucking everyone I can't do it shitt so rain what's going on in your life so my boyfriend turns out he doesn't like our favorite movie and has been pretending to for my ben- I put on my headphones after that I had cut off all my friends rain was more of an acquaintance my best friend Lili and our other friend chose keelie leaving me friendless so I just leave everyone alone she's the one who made them choose I walked past Lili she smiled and halfheartedly waved I missed her I could feel tears in my eyes I gtg rain ok I speedily made my way to the bathroom when my other more toxic ex 11 grader yanked my wrist and draged me into a bathroom he pinned my arms above my head and kissed me in between kisses I said i  mm   thought. Ah    we I caught my breath were ha on a break we    are.   Only.   When.   I want. Tho  I swear this boy I pushed him off me and burst out of the bathroom wiping my mouth come on I heard your gossiping you must be lonely and desperate to think keelie ever loved u   he yelled down the hall I'm not that fucking desperate that I'd settle for u I said with a sneer whatever your a slut anyway you wanna go because I've had enough of this I jogged ahead and I pulled the fire alarm they lock us in so that's the only way out he caught up and slammed me against the wall his hand on either side of my head trapping me he grabbed my jaw aggressively I know you want me darling he wispered into my neck I felt his warm breath fanning against my neck he smelled like cinnamon and cigarettes I couldn't hold in a whimper escaped  and he liked that aww princess did I make u whimper with my words and. I.  Didn't. Even. Have. To.  Touch. You.  Such a good girl fuck then hundreds of kids were running out the door in a panic we will continue this later love he blew me a kiss and walked away  i couldn't breathe shit it's happening  again I seriously need to get some help Jack is  dangerous but so hot but toxic but the list goes on he he's shit I'm screwed I realized in the commotion he slipped a note in my pocket it said meet me under the bridge u know where we used to get stoned and fuck 😉 meh I could use some fun I smirked

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